The World of Randomness...

other blog

2010-01-23T07:37:00.001-08:00

HEY GUYS!!

i've got another blog.... kakaaa...

http://jz4me.wordpress.com/

i had to start it for my IT class... and decided to keep posting (even if its absolutely meaningless)

so yea... check it out if u want to.. xD

Luv Linz

Catch Up!!

2010-01-17T03:21:00.000-08:00

HAaaaaaahahahahAHAH!!! i can never keep my promise to continue updating can i?? =p
okok, so here's all i've been doing since the last time i posted.. =3

12 Dec... KLCC
hmmm... today (oh i mean that day) went to KLCC to meet noodles... with Beni and Victor too.. had quite a fun day but omg!!~ the nite turned out scary after that!! lol... oh oh, before that... the movie!! we watched Couples Retreat... it was... noooooooooooott bad i guess?? but omg!! its definitely for 18+ xD

OHHHHHHHHH!! AND BEFORE MOVIE!! i'll never forget... =.= BENI PH AND ZD BULLY ME!! took the tickets that ganged up on me to trick me that i lost the ticket... piffftt!!

the day went on great, went for dinner at aunts place.. then went to CC to play L4D with cousin n kang... was super fun!! until i got back... and searched for my wallet.. MISSING IN ACTION WALLET!! walked by itself... SCARY I TELL U!! made phone calls to various ppl... ended up was in a frens car.. (i dun even know how it fell out)

*unsure date* Sunway Pyramid

THAT DAY!! not today, i went out with cousin, nok nok, Marissa, and Jia Yi... we went there... wanted to catch a movie but i think it was kinda too late so we decided not to... so then we just had lunch at Manhattan Fish Market, and walked walked walked... then went to... (i forgot where) and had dessert... yummy~

26Dec.... KLCC + Saisaki + Pavilion

on this day.... i went out with the most mismatched group.. haha.. went out with my gals!! Ash and Gerina, high school buds; kang, leeling n cousin.. then add jonathan... hahaa... but it turned out great anyways~

morning, sat train to meet up with Ash n Jie... drove to KLCC~ walk here n there.. shopping sikit, (tak dapat camwhore byk) kakaka... tried checkin the cinema if there was alot of ppl... and YES there WAS... so after that went to Saisaki... *we checked on Jie's car if it kena transform and walked away yet too*

SSSAAAAIISSAAAKKII!!! yummy japanese buffet... yum yum yummyyy.. the salmon was.. FAT!! DELICIOUS!! (i wanna go again!!) i regret not eating more more moreeeee sushi.. T_T hehe, then... the whole table didnt dare to touch the oyster.. then kang took it first... all of us was lookin at him while eating... *curious*

since it was Ash's bday, i bought candles before goin to saisaki... then we took the cake from Saisaki and started singing for her... then funny thing!! started sinigng again for me... lol! imagine if we started singing for Nok, Ryan and John as well.... kekekeke!!

finish makan, went pav, walk walk, window shopping... sit n minum... (oh i got prezzie from jie n cousin too) then at nite.. went yum cha... tadaa... end of the day

28 Dec... UCSI

OMG!!! had to spend my bday in Uni for orientation rehearsal... but i guess it was fine oso la... had company of friends, met new people, had free dinner (Thnx Ms.Lee!) had birthday song from Ahmad n Wang... then at nite went out for supper with family~

29&30 Dec... UCSI

UCSI ORIENTATION!!~~ i was the emcee... quite fun... but the first day i was kinda nervous.. and i couldnt do things very spontaneously.. *shrug* oh well, its my first time... =p

met new people, oh.. i met a "royal" fat "queen" who couldnt sit on the floor.. "sorry but can u make an exception for me? im too fat to sit on the floor"... pifffffttt... watever... on the 2nd day i went slightly hyper.. had fun playin games on stage..

BENJI!! told the crowd i was in UCSI's Got Talent before and tried to make me sing.. -.-

all in all, i LOVE orientations... (except my own which sucked) i get to meet not only the freshies, but also other facilitators... =D

4 Jan... START OF UNI

OH THNK GOD!! finally its the start of uni... 2mths of hols gives me a headache from too much boredom... at long last~! im back with friends and things to do... and club activities!!

Visual Comm class can be kinda interesting at times.. draw draw draw~~
Intro to IT is such a BORE!!!
English Literature... now.. thats the BEST!! read and presented on the Medieval period (very fun) and we'll also be doing a drama!! STAGE PERFORMANCE!! yeayyyyyyyy!!!!

15 Jan... Sunway Pyramid

that day i went out with my kor kor... Mr.Jeremy Ng Yen Han... ahahaha... went out for movie, Cirque de Freak: The Vampires Assistant... it was NICE!! should watch! its funny, some action... a lil romance.. hey abit of everything!! fun fun... after the movie, we had dinner.... TGIF.. had some barcadi.. =p yumm yummm... ate lamb.. and omg, i BIT my TONGUE!! bleed....

after dinner, went to carpark... THEN I DROVE HIS CAR!! omg... first time touching a car after my driving exam... and NO! i didnt crash anything... =D

remember my tongue? yea, it bled continuously.. i had dinner around 10+ to 11... and it bled nonstop.... "its refreshing" YECK!! i tried salt, ice... non of it worked... i even got the fright from people saying that people DIE from the bleeding of the tongue... omg!!~ luckily, when my mom suggested puttin handkerchief in the mouth and pressure it, it stopped eventually... gosh... scary i tell u... @.@

17 Jan... Home...

Well i guess thats about all the MAIN things i have to say here... i dont wanna say other other stuff coz... well, if u wanna know ask me!! (i may or may not tell u) mwahahahah!!! im too lazy to put colours and stuff.. so... aahahha.. hope u didnt fall asleep reading halfway... xD

thats all then...

Luv Linz~!

Holidays....

2009-12-10T07:12:00.000-08:00

So yea, after that loooonngggg break.. time to update blog again...

*cleans spider webs*

Its the start of december.. and hols seem like its just beggining for me... (i think). before this, i was working for 10 days... If you know me well enough, or rather.. if u at least sorta know me and i had to speak chinese... u would know that i am in fact.. a BANANA... (chinese who don't know how to speak chinese) so linking this to my work... lemme introduce to you, what i did for that 10 kinda difficult days...

I WORKED AS A PROMOTER AT THE World CHINESE Book Fair.

lul... so imagine the hard time i had to go through trying to promote in chinese, answer in chinese, and all that stuff... and did i get my chinese improved?? the answer is............. I DONT THINK SO!

so......any good stuff from the work experience? oh yes... friends maybe? kinda... and few days of looooooooooooookkiinnggg at this good looking guy working opposite my booth... i have to say... guys in suits, look DAMN good.. and that guy just has something in him.. he's just so... hmm... "yau yeng" ada style... hahahaaa....

well, when i first thought of writing this blog entry i tot i was gonna describe him sooo much.. but i cant seem to do that... lost my mood...

arghhhhhhh... i feel so lost sometimes... again im feeling this emoness but have no proper leadings of wat its caused by... (maybe its just pms) oh i dont know... i doubt it..

SOoooooooooooooooooo.... holidays are just beggining... why? coz im just starting to go out... weee?? oh yeh happy... i got a jacket suitable for dresses!~ and formal wear.... no more bulky kinda jackets for dresses.. ehh... got a new haircut? sorta.... arghh.. NO MOOD ANYWAYS

so ciao, goodnite, bla bla bla....

(dissapointing update, lazy to put in colours)

Luv Linz

Random facts bout me...

2009-10-31T07:27:00.000-07:00

1. I like empty trains and roads....

Explanation according to my own perception:

Trains and roads are busy with people going here and there.. Moving on with their lives... There, i see people walk in and out the train, up and down the road... So when i like it empty... means, I don't like people walking around me in my life... as in... cant u just stay put?? *get my meaning*? anyways... its just ermm... random crap... =D

2. I like change....

I have this weird want of changing stuff... For example is when im sleeping.. i can never sleep in one position... no, thats not it... changin position meaning i can first sleep with my head on one end, and maybe another day i'll sleep at the other end. and also, if my sis aint around, i like sleepin on her bed instead of mine.....

So, lol... what is this? should i think about it negatively? I can never stay the same? or rather.. i can never stay in one spot.... maybe i jump friends? boyfriends? houses... jobs.... i hope im not interpreting my life as it is... coz it scares me.. it really does....

3. I hate getting only my feet wet.

Yes, i hate that... I'd rather get fully drenched instead of just my feet.... Walk in rain? PLEASE!! rain all over me instead of just soaking my feet.. i hate it...

Lets see.. how should i explain this... i dont like things done half heartedly? (seriously crapping here) JUST GET IT OVER WITH!! dun dilly dally... or how to spell it.. watever... =)

p.s : dont take all this seriously.

anyways... i'll leave some other updates for another day...

to be continued..... (Life during Hols)

Luv Linz

Update Time

2009-08-04T08:37:00.000-07:00

*tick tock*

time has passed quite alot... while things stayed still here....

so updates... lesseee......... Charity Concert 2009... was .... fine i guess?? ahha... turn up wasnt that good... performances were great! urgh.. i dunno... nothing much to say...

(maybe coz my mind not focusing on it)

so where is my mind wondering to??

everywhere maybe...

nowhere....

Okok, so this may not really be updates huh??

i feel the need of saying something out...

but i could never ever do that here..

its the state of bliss u think u're dreaming

its the happiness inside that u're feeling

its so beautiful it makes u wanna cry

*avril*

pardon the random lyrics... hahaha...

ah fine... time to open up... i cant hide it forever... and my dear blog readers probably ought to know bout the blog update huh?

The pipes has burst one too many times.

When is the plumber gonna come?

maybe i'll just stop here... get u all curious...

(and so i can write more next time)

au revoir!~

-Luv Linz-

Attention!!~

2009-07-13T09:01:00.000-07:00

Hey all!! (tho i dunno who is the all.. and kinda few ppl i guess..)

anyway.. for those who did not know... there's gonna be a charity concert coming up next week!! so plssssssssssssssss do come for it yea?! come support SSLA, come support UCSI, most of all.. come support me!!!

here are
more details...

UCSI Charity Concert 2009. Stomp! make a difference!
Venue : UCSI University(south wing) multi purpose hall... (taman connought... )
Time : 7 30pm - 20 30pm
Date : 24th July (next friday)
Ticket price : rm10

Performances by~!
(by many many ppl la... wakakaka!! )

you can either get tickets from me, or if u're a UCSI student, tix will be sold from next week in the lobby, or even get it on the day itself!

so pls do come and join the fun!! rmb!! the money goes to CHARITY!! so do ur thing ppl....

Luv Linz~

STRESS?!!

2009-07-12T02:27:00.000-07:00

wuahahaa... its the time again when things are going slightly crazy for me... and sadly to say.. yes it might be my fault for not doing the assignments maybe slightly earlier... =(

THINGS TO DO.
1. Expository Writing (individual assignment) Done

2. Expository Writing (group assignment) Done

3. Intro to Advert (radio ad) Done

4. Intro to Advert (final assignment)
due: not too sure oso...
status : HAVENT START OSO! omg.......... die loh

5. Intro to Mass Comm (group assignment) Done

6. Intro to Mass Comm (quiz) Done

7. Film Studies (mid term) Done

8. Film Studies (story board)
due : 24th July
status : processing....
9. Study Skills (literature review) DONE

10. Study Skills (group assignment)
due : forgot...
status : on the way i guess.... sigh

11. UCSI CHARITY CONCERT
due: 24th July
status : i hv no idea.. lol! at least i got my performers...

so waddya think?? im screwed rite! ahahhaa.... i bet some ppl are gonna start yelling at me... =x
OKOK!! back to work loh......... sighhhhhhhhh...........................

toodles..

Luv Linz

A Lovely Day

2009-07-08T03:27:00.001-07:00

right, as u see title... i had a very VERY lovely day~

*shows a sweet smile n curtsey*

hell not... =.="

lets see... it all started with me being moody

then i got hurt unintentionally....

then like most gals, i kept thinking alot....

usually sleep cures the emoness...

but i guess not for today....

i felt like i just ran into a wall thinkin it was arms to hold me...

wat used to be sweet thougths turned bitter...

something eventually fell after a very long time...

bad luck till salt spilled over me and to my leg... yucks..

wonder how my day shall end then...?

~Luv Linz~

Thoughts in my head....

2009-06-27T04:25:00.000-07:00

blankness.....

i'm invisible....

having fun?

Luv Linz =p

Feelings I just Can't Take

2009-06-24T05:53:00.000-07:00

Dear Random Readers...

wondering why i keep posting up all my lyrics? cause i want the fame? cause i want the fortune when someone comes for me?

NAH! im just too bored....

i dont know if this is to persuade u all or to myself (shouldnt be me), but i write only cause i have to spill my feelings, emotions and thoughts out... i dont want records, i dont want to HAVE to write lyrics.. but only WHEN i want to...

so... to a certain someone out there... (tho he doesnt read this) plssssss dont ask me to sing for you in ur album and do recordings and ask me to write songs...(ok the last one is bout another person)

anyways... here's another song... wrote this in 2007... enjoy? lol.. =)

Feelings I Can't Take.

I just wanna see you
But at the same time
Just wanna hate you

Just wanna be with you
Want you out of my mind
These feelings that I just cant take

Back in the old days
Bout five years back in time
Cherished every moment
The time we spent together

Every memory
Filled with laughter
All the sad tears
That I cried

These happy fluttered feelings
Hate burning inside
What would I really want now?

I just wanna see you
But at the same time
Just wanna hate you

Just wanna be with you
Want you out of my mind
These feelings that I just cant take

On to a new page
The story that we had
Invisible to each other
I wanna get up and scream

I just wanna see you
But at the same
Just wanna hate you

Just wanna be with
Want you out of my mind
These feelings that I just cant take

Miss you like crazy
Dont wanna know you
What is this feeling
These feelings that I just cant take

^-^
-Luv Linz-

I'll Be There

2009-06-23T03:21:00.000-07:00

ok, before i post this up..sry, but i should first say... these are my original lyrics... to ppl out there reading this...

1. no worries... im feeling fine
2. most are older lyrics...
3. enjoy.. =p

I'll Be There

When the sky is grey
And you’re feeling down
Just turn the corner
And I will be there

Put your head up high
Turn that frown up side down
Cause I’ll be there for you

So no matter what the worries
That troubles your heart
Talk to me

For shoulders to cry on
Or arms to fall into
Just call out my name

Like an angel
Up in the sky
Shining down on you

There to catch you
Whenever you fall
I’ll be your Northern star

Wherever you go
And whatever you do
Don’t be afraid
Cause I will be there

Just remember my name
When you’re in the dark
And I’ll be there for you

So no matter what confusions
And sadness that comes by
Talk to me

For shoulders to cry on
Or arms to fall into
Just call out my name

Like an angel
Up in the sky
Shining down on you

There to catch you
Whenever you fall
I’ll be your Northern star

Like an angel
Up in the sky
Shining down on you

There to catch you
Whenever you fall
I’ll be your Northern star

^-^
-Luv Linz-

I Won't Regret (Losing You)

2009-06-22T08:26:00.001-07:00

I wont sing no love songs
And I wont be standing here with a broken heart
I wont say forgive me
And i wont be crying, all night long

So hey,
Listen to me
As i say
I'm happier than ever before

You dont have to ask me why
But i wont regret losing you

Though the times were good
But do you think that i couldnt see the mask that u wear
Now that its over i have to look back
And wonder why i'd never see

That you
Were not meant for me
And that I
Have wasted my time on you

You dont have to ask me why
But i wont regret...

Livin my life
Without you here
Cut your act
I'm pushing you away

So hey,
Listen to me
As i say
I'm happier than ever before

You dont have to ask me why
But i wont regret

That you
Were not meant for me
And that I
Have wasted my time on you

You dont have to ask me
You dont have to ask me why

But i wont regret losing you...

^-^
-Luv Linz-

Semi Finals done... Finals coming?

2009-06-12T02:52:00.000-07:00

heyyyy... time to blog again~ well just a lil... haha.. anyways, for those who might not know, i joined UCSI's Got Talent... and managed to get to the semi finals... bla bla n bla...

here's my performance... check it out~ and then vote for me... xD

http://ucsi.edu.my/misc/talent.asp

thats one of my original song... and.. here's my other...

this was done for an assignment... so it's thnx alot to my group members~!! haha...

oh and im tryin to do something new... i noticed (my fren noticed too) that i write too many sad love songs and such.. so what i want to do now is, with ur help.. write something different!!

just drop a comment, or at the cbox.. a random word or sentence... then i'll try forcing myself to write something with it... oh and relevant words pls.. no f*** and b**** ... xD

~Luv Linz~

Randoom

2009-05-26T08:57:00.000-07:00

Wanna know wat im afraid of? here are some of the things i fear....

Promoting/club booths in college
+
breakfast
+
lunch
+
dinner
+
fast communication
+
guys
+
relationship
=
FEAR!!!

ok thank u very much.... if u want more explanation, u hv to get it from me... i will not explain it to everyone...

-Luv Linz-

October 31st.

2009-05-25T08:24:00.000-07:00

October the 31st.
“Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me…” I sang all alone. Today is the 31st of October, it is my 21st birthday. Every year I would be here alone to sing this song. Life was hard for me since the very beginning; all because of this cursed yet blessed date.

I could never decide whether I’m happy or sad about where I am. Far away from home back in Auvriel town, I feel both lonely and calm here. No kids to taunt me or throw stones at me, not a single person who knows of my existence. My name is Octavia, and I’m here to tell you a story of my life as it strikes midnight on October the 31st.

Bending down with a stick, I drew a cake I would never have in the sand, with not a single soul to be seen and the winds howling. The night seems different than any other here in Louvien Beach; the moon seems to be hidden. A sudden flash of lightning revealed a huge number of ravens. I stood up carefully, suspicious of the ravens encircling over me. Squinting at the black birds, I was taken aback to see they’d somehow seem to become a huge mass of darkness.

“I’m imagining this right?” I asked myself still looking at the blackness. The sound of the birds cawing then went louder and louder till my ears hurt, when I then realized the mass of blackness was coming after me. I screamed and stumbled onto the ground as the blackness then engulfed me. Everything was then black. I was out cold.

“What are we to do with her? She has an odd smell, not to mention a weird aura” someone whispered as I gained consciousness. At that time I dared not open my eyes yet.

“Well don’t look at me, I say we tie her up in a bag and leave her to rot, she smells of trouble” another voice whispered. With that I let out a yelp and tried to run. Leaving the two voices behind astounded, I ran for the only light I could see. Just as I reached it, a large shadow blocked my way and I fell once again on my bottoms.

Now where do you think you’re going my little pretty? It is unwise to walk or should I say run from your master.” The shadow said. He then stepped out of the light to reveal himself. I let out a gasp to see that the man or monster had horns and a tail that resembles very much of Satan to me.

“I’m offering you a home here. It is destined that you stay here and serve me as a lesser devil ever since you were born. You can’t run from faith my dear, for those who are born on my day shall be mine to obtain.” He said with an evil grin. He then tried to catch hold of me but my adrenaline was running high enough that I was gone for good. With my back on them, I heard the greater devil yelling at his minions to chase after me. I ran as much as I could until I felt a sharp pain, tripped and fell yet again but on my front this time. I cursed and prayed at the same time that the minions weren’t behind me. Luckily enough, they were nowhere to be seen.

“I really have the ability to fall a lot today don’t I?” I mumbled to myself with a nervous laugh. Something glittering then caught my attention as I examined my surroundings. I got up cautiously and headed towards it. It was a feather. Knowing that nothing could get any worse, I poked at the feather with a finger. It was bigger than any other I’ve ever seen. Picking it up gently, I held it closer to me. Feeling a tug at where my hands met the feather, I then thought to myself again. “Oh boy, another trip to somewhere else?” and I was then thrown into a vortex and appeared at a very bright place. Hardly able to see, I felt my wrist being tied up behind my back. I struggled blindly and was forced to walk with a push at my back. Once I could see better, I was sure I could not run again this time. I was walking on clouds.

Was I dreaming? I’m entirely sure I wasn’t. Around me were people. The most beautiful people to be found and they all had fluffy white wings. Little children were held by their parents with a look on their face. Everyone was avoiding me like I had an infectious disease.

A voice then rang over head, ordering for me to be put under tight security. And by golly, am I under captive or am I being treated? There in the cell, sitting so gorgeously was a man who had black wings. I hadn’t even notice when the guards locked up and walked away.

Every millisecond I stood there, I gazed at him. Hair of gold and tanned skin, he looked up at me and I felt myself turning as red as a tomato. He gave me a small smile and walked towards me. I held my breath as he came so close that I could hear his heart beating. His eyes glittered like stars and then swooped in to steal a kiss from me.

“The name’s Devon.” he said as he broke the kiss. I felt my knees buckled and dropped to the ground. His hands then encircled me and carried me firmly and gently towards the only soft surface in the cell. I felt safe in those strong arms of his and wished never to part with him

Though we’ve only met, I could see that we would spend the rest of our lives together. Just as I was to introduce myself, the guards then came back. Unlocking the doors, they grabbed both me and Devon out. Making us kneel in front of what seemed the court, everyone else around stood to greet their ruler. Giving us a scan through, he looked like something clicked inside his head.

I see that you are unique for your own kind. Yes, you are in fact a devil by birth. But you are far different. Like your new friend Devon, you are an outcast of your kind. I hereby give you the title of ‘angelic devil’. Though I am sorry to say, neither of you can stay here, nor to the under realms. All I can do is send both of you to once where you came from; the human world.” Just as he finished, the world went blurred.

There I was, back in Louvien Beach. Everything felt just the same. This time around, I was not lonely anymore. Beside me sat the most wonderful being, Devon, the man who I would spend the rest of my life with. Forbidden from both heaven and hell, we, the angelic devil and demonic angel lived a life where we’ll never know what’s coming next.

The End

-may to be continued-

-Luv Linz-

Story Telling Time

2009-05-23T06:53:00.000-07:00

Hey y'all!!~

Before i start talking bout my big news, i'd like to mention some cute, funny, weird.... stuff... lol!~

anyways, sitting in the train, i always recall what my lecturer said... go observe the ppl around you... you may notice their behaviour and body language and such...

that day, i saw this guy... listenin to his music... with a dull, blank facial expression... and shaking his head to the song like dancing in an indian film!! it was quite hilarious that it was hard for me to stop smiling to myself...

another situation was, driving on the way to UCSI, my dad suddenly slowed down... lookin up front, i saw a motorbike toppled over.. 2 cars at the side of the road, and a guy from the other side of the road walkin towards the bike.. i was like.... did he fall?? or did he get banged?! if he got banged, why did the cars just move on?!!... if he fell... HOW did he fall so far from his bike!!!~
@.@ my goodness....

now... BACK TO THE MAIN POINT!!~
I GOT PASS THE AUDITIONS~! wuahahaha!!... out of around 30+ candidates... i was one of the lucky 15 contestants to go for the semi finals... YAY!!
oh btw, this is UCSI's Got Talent thingy... so yea... IM HAPPY!!~~~ its the chance i get to perform my ORIGINAL SONGS... up on STAGE!! and if i get into the finalist, im going to PROM! yes, PROM!!!!!!!!~~~~ mmmmmuuuuuuuuaaaahahahhahahaaa... *cough cough*

ok ok.. tats enuf for now... i need to get back to my short story for film studies... here's a sneak peek of it... i'll probably post the whole story up here later on...

toodles!~
Luv Linz

October 31st.

“Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me…” I sang all alone. Today is the 31st of October, it is my 18th birthday. Every year I would be here alone to sing this song. Life was hard for me since the very beginning; all because of this cursed yet blessed date.

I could never decide whether I’m happy or sad about where I am. Far away from my home back in (town name), I feel both lonely and calm here. No other kids to taunt me or throw stones at me, no family to look at me in an awkward way. My name is Octavia, and I’m here to tell you a story of my life as the clock strike twelve a.m. on October 31st.

-to be continued-

Expository Writting...

2009-05-11T08:17:00.000-07:00

To follow what my lecturer has sort of instructed us to do... i am going to take some time off and just write whatever comes to mind... and i was thinking... *well she did mention we could do it in the blog* well, hey! why not do it in the blog... so i could at least keep it updated and running....

so yea.. wat i hv to do is to... take bout 5-10 minutes just the write anything that comes to mind... may it be random thoughts? politics? or just back to my life...

well... wats in my mind now is actually... songs... if you read this blog = you should know me = you know i absolutely love music... and.. i write my own songs/lyrics... here's my really... latest latest.... but its just a small draft... a little idea up in my head tats all...

Now i wonder
Whats the point of this fight
I really did believe that
We could always make things right...

and you know wat? maybe i should always post up new lyrics that just pops into mind each time i update... keeps my ideas flowing, and when i read back.. TADA!! more inspiration.. just like Ms.Lilian said... hehe...

anyways... so today i went to the student council to submit my form for the UCSI's Got Talent thing... and then suddenly.. poof.. came another guy (a freshie that was in my group) and we started chatting... well, kinda... i asked him..
so you joining the competition too huh?
yea.. he said
so watcha doing?
wanted to do sth with my guitar bt wouldnt be allowed so im just gonna sing...
oic.. thats great....
(conversation is nt perfect.. i cant rmb.. doh)

and then... i was just a WEE bit stunned... oh dear!! someone's gonna sing with the guitar too... and now im feeling... nervous... can i really do it? would i even be able to go to the finals in prom... heck can i even finish my song in time for prom?? or should i just sing another song??

well... i dont know... i think i should get back to the ppl in msn... haha... did i write/type continuously for bout 5 mins?? hope i did... and u know what... i think this is a very good thing to do... well, following Ms.Lilian idea that is...

*and the mind goes on pondering on randomness*

Luv Linz

Sugar.....

2009-04-24T09:54:00.000-07:00

*drools*

lets play a game b4 i continue.... everything that's left blank like this >> _ , is to be known as the letter m... bcoz my keyboard is not working very efficiently... =/ thnk u... and enjoy....

so ok, back to the _ain topic... SUGAR!! i a_ certainly on a sugar frenzy.... its funny tho, i a_ nt depressed or anything... i just need/want sugar... xD

_ay it be cake....

or sweets....

or chocolate....

or plain/pure sugar!!! wahahaha.... =3

it so_ehow started off when i was lookin for a drink to buy while out shoppin with _y fa_ily... i looked at the drinks... h____ ... winter _elon... ok, i want tat... i took one brand, asked _y bro to take the other.... and then co_pared... 100_l of this can contains XX gra_s of sugar... the other contains _ORE.... so i took tat....

ever since then... sugar sugar all the way... _e and _y frens went to Secret Recipe to celeb lee lings belated bday... and wat can u find there? sugar!! cake!! chocollattteee....@.@

i had a chocolate indulgence cake... and a cup of oreo _ilkshake.... i even took so_e of kangs whipped crea_ which he didnt take.... waste of sugar!! o_g!!!~~~

anyone care to interpret wats up with _e?? ahaha... leave a co__ent... xD

sigh, anyway... kinda tired now.. so, i think... i'll just end the sugar thing.... tho it is still sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good.... yu______ @.@ *drools _ore*

Sweetest Sugary Drea_s to everyone out there... =D

~Luv Linz~

3 words...

2009-04-12T10:31:00.000-07:00

I love you? .... nope....

I hate you?? .... again nope.....

Just spill it?? ... yea i did tat...

And now what?? ... oh crap i dont know....

What's the words?? .... u really wanna know?...

Sure why not?? ..... lol... alright, if you say so.....

The words are.......

What.....

The.....

Hell....
(f***) is wat i wanted to say.... but i wanna express it REALLL good... and i dun wanna spoil my blog with the word f*** spelling out there nicely... so i'll just replace it with hell....

goodness... somebody.... kill me pls!!!

Luv Linz... =.= ._. x.x T_T

The Come Back...

2009-03-19T18:36:00.000-07:00

yes ppl... its the come back of the freaky invisible quadrouplet.... where 4 personalities come together to create a crazy conversation...

u might think its funny...

i think its torture....

Celine: sigh... im so hungry... im so slpy... and there's just alot of things goin on in my head...

Jessica: Oh, how about your orientation g-....

Janice: *gasp* Jess! Don't!! shhh....

Celine : =) its ok janice... i think im all over him... he can be just a fragment of memory now... ahaha... he has a gf now, so yea... lets forget bout it...

Jennifer: Then one after another they come... All to leave footprints and pieces of thoughts...

Jessica: Come on, get a grip on yourself girl!! Why are you complaining so much??

Celine: BECAUSE!! i am human after all.... a very confused one at that... and one who cant be satisfied... always complaining no matter where i stand...

Janice: Well I guess the grass is greener on the other side...

Jennifer: No one can be perfect... The same goes to places... (or grass as we put it) Once you step on to another world.. There's surely a place that you think is better..

Celine: sigh... i cant think straight now... what hv i done to deserve all this?? why do i complain bout everything?? what do i seriously want....

Jessica: I hate you, do you know that? Because of you being so.... emotional... Even we sisters are getting the blues from you... I have no idea how to boost you up anymore...

ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...... shit..... sigh... can i throw the keyboard out the window?? damn it..... T_T get out of my damn head!!!

...was my past a blessing or a curse...

...go figure...

~Luv Linz~

Valentines Day....

2009-02-12T07:04:00.000-08:00

Yea, its the day u either love it, hate it or cant be bothered bout it... why?

Love it.
1. u share time with ur partner tats extra special... (somehow)
2. u share gifts (its like christmas)
3. its just love all over....

Hate it.
1. u DONT share time with ur partner (coz u dont hv one)
2. u share gifts (hence u hv to spend maybe lots of money)
3. its just love all over... ( and again u dont hv one to share it with)

Cant be bothered?
1. it just says it all doesnt it?
2. who cares rite? its just another day
3. then why the hell am i being all moody bout it?!

._. ok, slight emoness taking me over... PAUSE!! REWIND BUTTON!!!
i should be Miss Bubbly rite?? so cheer up?!
gosh.. im now REALLY talking to myself... not jessica, not janice and other weird sisters....

hey, i just wondered... when i was deciding wat colour font to put for love and hate... both comes to red.... red for love... red for anger..... hatred... burning flame.... (sry it just came out like tat)

anyway... huh... that totally blew me off to bein emo again... like wth?! erhhhh....
sigh.... wats the point of being like this... im feeling so sucky bt at the same time im cheerin myself up... wonders..... funny isnt it?? =)

well... the more i write.. its all gonna be like this... just sad and happy and down and encouraging and... oh well....

Luv Linz

KISS ME!

2009-02-06T07:53:00.000-08:00

Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 3 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!-

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Whatever They Say by DBSK~! (its not up to me to say how i am?)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Unbreak My Heart by Toni Braxton~! (i hv a broken heart to be unbroken)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
You Raise Me Up by Lena Park (someone who raises me up? wats this...)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
08 track 08 some chinese song which i hv no idea wats the title.....
ok next, Do It Well by J.Lo (threw me off track)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Melodies of Life from Final Fantasy (dunno wats the meaning leh.. anyone wanna decipher for me?)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
This Is How A Heart Breaks... by Rob Thomas... sigh....

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Can't Take My Eyes Off You by Frankie Valley (coz im so weird n crazy rite?)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
The Best Damn Thing by Avril (nth to say)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Let Me Be With You from Chobits animation.. (this kinda true...)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
2+2 = the Famous Last Words by MCR (wow)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
02 track 02... lol, When 2 Become 1 by Spice Girls (when 2 become 1 crazy best frens)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Last Kiss by Pearl Jam (to die in car crash? omg choi choi, touch wood pls!!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Million Men by DBSK (huh???!!! i dun wanna be a million men, millionare can la)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Everything by Michael Buble~! (everything....~~ )

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I Have Nothing by Whitney Houston (i hv nth~! nth! nth! if i dont hv u....)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Zombie by The Cranberries... (whoaa!!! ahahah!! im comin to get u.... =x)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Lithium by Evanescence (love my sorrow bt wanna let it go... love bein single bt wanna let it go..)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
12 track 12, some chinese song again... Lets Get It Started by BEP (afraid to get things started... coz they might end very badly)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Five Minutes To Midnight by Boys Like Girls (interpretation pls?)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Once In A Lifetime by Keith Urban (once in a lifetime love...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
We Belong Together by Mariah Carey (yeaa!!~ we belong tgt as a bunch of crazy ppl!! whoo!!)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
KISS ME!! by Sixpence None The Richer... =3 so kiss me~~ (dun come near me!! rawr)

haha, i tag....

MY TWIN GERINA!! MY LAO GONG ERIC!!! MY MOMMY MICHELLE!!

wahahaha... =x (dunno they free enuf like me to do this annot... ekeke.....)

anyway, too lazy to blog like normal and stuff... nth much goin on... valentines coming as yet another single gal, hmmm... nth else much ba... ok bye bye...

Luv Linz

erh... duhhhhhhh.......

2009-01-18T23:02:00.000-08:00

aha.... time to post again... due to being so crazily bored in uni....

Jessica : Like I said, go flirt with some guys!!

Celine : enuf of that already la... u wan flirt u go la...

Jessica : Tsk, like I can take control over your freaking boring life and have some fun...

Janice : Well I think that it's okay if you're sitting here alone... by yourself.... with no one beside you.... its perfectly normal... *mumble mumble mumble*

Celine : =.= thnx alot for ur... erhm... encouragement....

Jennifer : To be in serenity... Let us all just meditate... I sense... I sense that it's going to be a boring day continuously....

Jessica : I wonder why do I have such weird sisters....

Celine : wuarrghhh!!~ im going crazy man....

Jessica : Well, you COULD have gone out with your friends, but no... You'd rather TRY to find a piano room (when you know it's going to be packed) and get stuck here in the freaking computer lab... What were you thinking???

Janice : teehee... at least she's having fun talking to us right?...

Jennifer : With the unknown.... The people playing in her head... Over and over and OVER AGAIN!! The HORROR one is facing... To talk continuously just by herself... The shame... The agony....

Celine : .... (nth to say) .... UNCLE JOSIE!!! ALL UR FAULT!!!

Josie : Eh, wth man... i myself speechless dy lo... dont bring me to hospital with u k??

Janice : *sits in one corner lookin at the others*

Celine : OK!!! ENUF!!! this is gettin sick... after i rly hv to go in hospital...

Jessica : Then go look for that guy of yours!! Instead of talking to us... *rolls eyes*

Celine : wat guy??

Janice : oh dont be like that!! i mean.. no.. you know im too shy to say hi to people....

Jessica : Like you matter much Janice... You're like, only 1/4 of Celine... 3/4 could be wanting to go see him... Don't you remember Celine?? That guy you've seen since orientation??

Celine : SHHH!!! enuf already la... wth leh.... =/

Jennifer : Once again... Pure boredom has made us all reunite... But due to the crazyness, the main source of power has cut us all... We who do not surface to let others view shall now sink back in...

Celine : u talk wat crap la... =.= really weird la u... OK GUYS N GALS!! its time for me to log off yo..... (dont bring me go hospital ya... just too sien already) tata for now!!~

Luv Linz

Dunno number wat random post....

2009-01-18T03:36:00.000-08:00

Well lets see.... (oh cool.. i just got brain jammed)

Erh, haha... forgot wat i wanted to say at all.... How lame can one be?? =/

*looks left, looks right, looks forward*.... no one around me....

(ok this is getting stupid isnt it?)

WUARGGHHH!!~~ i wanna play COD4!! i wanna play Left 4 Dead!!!

*thinks hardly... scratches head* what to do?

Jessica : I don't know, go flirt with some guys...
Celine : pls la... crazy isit?
Jennifer : The stars are shining brightly tonight...
Celine: u siao liao? u in kl where can see stars.. =.=
Jessica : May I ask, what is "siao"?
Celine : erh... siao means crazy loh....
Jennifer : *pokes a flower* Does that hurt my little one?
Jessica : Jen, can you stop being so weird? Stop talking to yourself... It's just so... weird...
Celine : aiya... she like tat one wat.. u dunno meh?? ur own twin sister man.... i mean triplet? sth like tat la...
Jessica : Oh please... We're not even alive in person.. Or should I say...
Jennifer : We are the untouchable, the ones who are heard, felt, sensed....
Celine : =.= wth is this man....
Jessica : Like duh? This is you being bored... What else?
Celine : watever la... i hungry already... go away... i wanna go eat...
Jennifer : I shall then disappear from the surface and sink back into you...

OMG?! crazy liao!! AHAHAH!!~ (too hungry... and sick of mashed potato)

Luv Linz~

The End of 08', the Start of 09'

2009-01-11T07:45:00.000-08:00

lets see.. been awhile since i posted... and im supposed to have loads of things to say right? well actually... at the moment, im feeling kinda down... i just dont know why.. again as usual... (being blue without a proper reason)
well... im to actually talk bout the past events like the outing to KLCC for the LOTR concert thingy... it was wonderful actually... really great... (dun feel good enuf to express everything) so yea... it was great...

then my bday pt... it was nt bad too... had some friends over...bbq... few didnt turn up... one friend stayed till bout 3sth n my dad gt frustrated or sth... erm.... presents... cake... bla bla bla... no mood la sry....
seems like.. i blog mostly when im feeling down/emo... am i right? or just downright bored... so im a mix of that now, down and bored...

first week back at college and things were.... crazy? had to organize the team building event in about 1 week.... so yea, it was stressful... but once the event was done and over... i think it was actually quite worth the stress... we all had fun... we're probably a whole lot closer...

talking bout closeness... i dunno... who am i really close to?? i see ppl, having friends from primary school.. heck some of them from kindie... as for me? i didnt go to kindi long enough to remember friends from there.. primary school frens = some secondary school friends, but its not like im really THAT close with them... my best fren, well we're still close but i guess not as close since we dont see each other everyday bein side by side.... college... well yea, we're one bunch of close friends/family but... i dunno... i cant seem to be satisfied.. its like i need someone... that is almost purely to call mine... or u know.. things like tat... then in comes online friends... coz u know some of them, u dont know their friends, they dont know ur friends... we only talk bout... mostly things bout ourselves... so its like... well, onli us... and since we're not connected in other ways... its easier to talk to one another... (well thats for me anyway)

i know its kinda weird or maybe stupid... i dunno.... i went into an online relationship, i managed to cry becoz of an online friend.... i felt miserable when i lost contact with another friend... and still misses him dearly... i feel very very connected to my friends online... melvin, keat, eric... each and everyone one of them is a part of my life in different ways...

bah... i guess i should stop? dun wanna be too emo... i actually promised another online fren that i shall not be too emo... and that he should remind me everytime im emo that im not to be like this... CELINE IS MISS BUBBLY!!! dun be down....... chill!!~~ smileee!!~~ =)

thats all for tonite... cya...

Luv Linz~

Total Randomness...

2008-12-16T05:40:00.001-08:00

ooooo.. wouldnt this be fun... wonder how many ppl will actually check this thing out? today is really total random, i dont think there's even a topic... why's the sky blue?

Everything we do in the world, is what we call the journey of life... hahaha.. ok, tat is just crap... but it always twisting n turning and we always get lost. round and round we go, no matter wat we do, we still end up one place.... 6 feet under... XD this is just getting tricky... if you have a blog, do try this some time... ekekkee.... lets see, what else to write? i swear im not planning the sentence... i just type, then highlight words and make it link... aahhahaa.... omg, im still having a paper on thursday and im not even studying... i havent even studied business since the last test!! i am so gonna be dead when it comes to essay.... sad~~ world (ok i cheated... ahahaha)

hmm... what else can i talk about here? both poetically, stupidly, erhh...... wats the word... psychologically, phylosophically?? ahahahha!! i cant even spell properly... someone please help me!! im going crazy... and not too (cheat again) mention hyper over chocolate?!!~ yummy almond cadbury choco... hehehehe...

alright.. i am soooooooo not good at this... i MUST tweak some stuff... no possible way or maybe im just not good la.... ahahaha!!~ can i see someone else do this?? =D pretty please?? rofl.... bah.. enough of this crap... i cant take it anymore... too lazy.... ajajajajaa.... ok then.... this is it... bye bye!~ =p

Luv Linz

6th Random Post...

2008-12-13T08:08:00.001-08:00

hahaha, i just counted my previous post titles and there's 5 of them with the word RANDOM in it... hence i changed the page title to "The World of Randomness"... maybe that becoz i cant think of proper titles and such... hmmmmm
ever
well anyway, im now battling thru exams... why am i still bloggin u ask? i dont know... just taking a break from a not so hardworking study.... ahahaha, i'll be studyin later ok!!! =3 just did 2 papers yesterday (friday actually) and hv 3 more to go... GAMBATEH!!!
tried
now back to myself, the relaxing gal... just read few blogs... so many of them talking bout Left 4 Dead... its some first shooter zombie game... looks interesting.... im itching for it now...ahahaha!!!
putting
hmmmm.... hv quite a number of things planned for after exams already... ehehe....
hidden
20th, MPO.... Pirates of the Carribean in KLCC
messages
27th, PARTY!!
and
30th-31st, orientation....
such?
througout the hols... maybe wanna go jamming... and out one day to catch a movie... =D

bah... totally random empty meaning post isnt it?? well, not in the writting mood i guess... lol.. ok i know, i'll put my latest lyrics here then.. =p as usual, its not totally completed...

Reality.
Dreamin a dream
Is the best i can do
Here in my bed
I reach for the stars
That's stuck up on my
Stuck up on my ceilling

Wishin a wish
That just cant be true
I rub on a lamp
When the genie has gone
Far away, so far away
So far away

And no matter how i pray
Things will be the same
Happy endings, perfect romance
Are all just lies

(some random oo and ah) aaahahaha!! well tats all i got folks... =p cya then!!

Luv Linz

Plain Randomness Once Again...

2008-12-08T07:53:00.000-08:00

Monday, December 08 - Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

Weather today was rain rain and more rain. Heavy storm had not occured but light drizzle throughout almost the whole day. Temperature was somewhere between -100 to 100 degrees depending on where u are (malaysia, uk, space, earths core). The population of cats and dogs have probably increased by 50% and the world is in chaos. Now, on to tommorows weather forecast. In Malaysia, we might experience either a sunny day, a cloudy day, a slighy wet day, a thunderstorm and many others but not snow (unless you are on top of a mountain). So bring out your umbrellas ,caps, raincoats, sunglasses, boots, thick jackets or bikini as it could be rough out there! Thank you.

is tat wat you want eric? rofl!!~~ mwacks lao gong.. =x bwahaha!!!

Monday, December 09 - Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

A young lady of 17years, 11 months and (dunno how many days, lazy to count) woke up yesterday at 11(something) a.m. Then, she went to cook maggi mee curry for lunch and watched a movie that was seen before a few times. Then, ate some fruits and wash dishes. Everything was done around 3(something) p.m? (cant remember la) Soon after, she went back to her room and decided to study. Read few pages of (stupid) Computing Essentials and fell asleep on the bed. Woke up slightly, saw the book beside her and then thought; "why sleep with the book beside me" Took the book, put on table. Took off glasses, put on cupboard. Went back to bed and sleep more comfortably with pillow and blanket... (oh such nice weather to sleep). Got waken up by sister around 7(something) p.m, got up and got ready to go out for dinner. Went downstairs, ate some biscuit cause really hungry, went out to Restoran 26 (or something like that) Met up with mom, then cousin plus 2 frens, then aunt n unc and cousin n grandma. eat eat eat, went to shop, eat jelly with ice cream. go home, take bath (i know la, late bath.. ) Then, iron clothes for mom and dad, wait for sis to get off com, and now here.... sleeping what time? dont know, she sleeps when she does, thats it, final, end of story...

this is for you darling... hahahah =x

aiyo... sry for being sarcastic or wutever.... im just bored la... exams coming, but as usual i dont study much till days b4... wait, it already days b4 exam... friday is first 2 papers... but computer stuff laa!!! dunno if study got use or not oso... ahahaha!!!~bah... crap enuf up there already... dun wan drag longer... =p

Luv Linz <3

Once again, another random post...

2008-12-02T07:40:00.000-08:00

Hey wat do i hv to say? i cant make a proper title for every post can i? wat more that i havent posted in a while and im gonna crap all watever i can think of that happened... ahahaha!!~

lemme see... most recent event i guess is, well... not an event... bt anyway, i got my cousins guitar and hv been playin... well, all i can say now is that my fingers hurt... @.@!! manage to play "INTROS" of songs... that it... lol!!~ cant strum... T_T

erhhhhh.... hv i mentioned bout playin COD4? and SDO, and DotA... LOL~~!! since talkin bout cc, also met a new fren... he plays sdo/o2jam and makes ppls jaws go wide open... he's a music student too, a pianist!! and again, wow... jaws opens.... ahahahahaaaaa!!~

@.@ ok ok, so im a lil bored... and i cant think of much to write... exams are coming closer... next week friday to be exact... omg?! 2nd semester finishing??!! waaaaaaaa........... thats good rite? lol, means im one step closer to MASS COMM!!!~ cant wait.. mm hmm...

uh huh~ this my s***, all the girls stomp your feet like this~ a few times i've been around that track~ so its not just gonna to happe like tat, coz i aint no Hollaback Girl~ I aint no Hollaback Girl...~~!! Let me hear u say this s*** is bananas, B A N A N A S!!~

yea, this s*** blog is bananas... all crap and no talk... or watever u wanna get out of a blog... hehe... @.@

any ideas on wat to write?? gimme some input, or not i wont post again anytime soon.. LOL!!!~ CHHEEEESEEE!!~~

Luv Linz

What in the World...

2008-11-06T08:24:00.000-08:00

my horoscope for the week or sth... in the paper has somewhat affected me lots... maybe its bcoz its somehow connected to wat im feeling and going thru these few days...

u'll attract the untouchable. be careful to find out the status of whoever catches ur eye before u make ur move. a hot pursuit will not be worth the heartache if it doesnt hv the potential to go anywhere.

protect ur heart...

not gonna say much bout it... but all i know is... it seems like the past is gonna repeat or sth... and i nvr want that to happen... but... urgh.. maybe the horoscope is helpin me... in a way... or maybe it appears and i just wanna go against it... but.. im just thinking way too much aint i? horoscopes arent real... are they? @.@ looks like this post is all just... pondering... questions...

how? how? how....??

only time will know... faith to decide... where my destiny lies... did i say this b4? geez... i need to get a proper life.... ahahaha!!! hw to get one when im facing a problematic one that i cause myself?! everything that happens to me is probably due to me, thinking overly.... i keep thinking bout it.. mostly negatively...

just someone, to hold, to love, to care for both ways...

am i pushing things away?

and tryin to get what i can nvr have?

that might be true...

reaching for the star that i can nvr touch....

coz everything seems to go the way i dont want them to be....

Luv Linz

r@nDomN3s$

2008-10-25T09:55:00.000-07:00

oh my goodness... wats wrong with me??!! i am here... blogging about my..... boring boring boooooooooring life.... so wat should i say?

I love you.... there's no one for me to love... not yet anyway i guess... i tried, maybe? but i dont think its love at all... lust? or... wats that... its just... "like"... am i right? well of course putting the family aside...

can i share my love with someone?

I want a hug.... yes indeed i need a hug... why? i dunno why... i just need that comforting feeling... hugging family is just not the same... is it? maybe its because i dont share my own thoughts... hence they dont hug me the way i need a hug... but wat can i say?? i dont even know what am i thinkin myself....

I need attention... attention/be pampered/be comforted... watever suits u the best... but at the same time, i dun wan to commit... maybe... again with the maybe... the grass is greener the other side... but once u're there... surely the other place is... duhhh... greener!!

I... its always i...... how bout you?? whoever you are... when are u coming to me?? do i have to wait YEARS for u? maybe i do... maybe i will be better off that way... gosh.... why? why do i always feel this way... i want something.. yet, i dont want it too.... wat do i want in life??? argh!

are u even coming....

._. sigh, nvm la... let nature take its path... follow destiny... be led by faith!! @.@

can i go through the mirror and just witness things?

i dont know how to lead my life....

take me away....

~Luv Linz~

all these thoughts up in muh head...

2008-10-10T23:20:00.000-07:00

ever experienced something good or bad... then after that always think of it that way? for example... altho i did not experience the accident (the lrt crash) i somehow feel afraid of trains a lil... when i sat the train today.. lookin out the window to the tracks... and seeing another train coming at me.. it was like... it was scary... i felt like i jz wanna shut my eyes and hold on tight... this is all... something that u just cant control... i cant push the fear away either... there's no way my family is gonna pick me up from college instead of me taking the train...

this also then implies to my love life... or should i just say my life... having to fall soooooooooo easily for ppl, i dont spill out my feelings... i nvr did.. and even if i did, it was after something.. like he already had a gf and i had a bf, so fine, i just fessed up... that was saying i liked him b4... bt besides that, i dun think i've ever told someone i liked him first... i nvr did... till that one day, i was jz stupidly let him decide whether we were a couple or not... with that then again, i promised myself... the second time again... that i dun want to be in a relationship so fast....

one experience will change everything... a false move and u will never feel like doing it again.. first relationship gone wrong = nvr wanting a bf (well sort of), the train crash... and last time, during mooncake festival or sth i think... i witness from afar... a big forest flame... it was so scary.. standing on the outside stairs, it looked as if the flames will get closer n closer until it burnt down the house too.. at that point, i kept wanting to go home, go home!! (i was at grandparents place) driving back... i saw a small part of the forest burnt down to ashes... then today... something else caught fire... a small one.. but lookin at it... it just patrifies u sometimes... be sure to think twice b4 lighting a fire ever again...

guess all we have left are memories... and lessons... but again... all these things cant be changed... i still have to go on trains, fire is still around me.. and relationships... it cant be stopped can it? this is called life.... u wanna live yet u wanna die... LOL... aih... enuf la... dun wan talk already.. or rather type... @.@

Luv Linz

Shopping!!~

2008-10-02T09:04:00.001-07:00

dont u just LOVEEEE shopping??!! the places to go~ the things to see!! the different styles, colours~ brands~!! all jz waiting for u to bring them home!! FASHION~~!! tell u one thing tho.. i hate shopping... =.= THE AMOUNT OF COLOURS... the matching headache... the price!! i tell u.. OMG!!! i saw one shoe... it cost 99.90 and my mouth already open so big.. walk around tot will hv cheaper... bt i tell u... HEART ATTACK AH!!! the prices were like... 299 or 399... FOR SHOES!! omg.... its just shoes!! its just cars!! ferrari and bicycle wats the difference?? both can sit 2 ppl both can bring u from one place to the other... u wan bicycle oso can hv 4 wheels... (jz jokin bout the bicycle n ferrari part)

BT SERIOUSLY LA!!! so much for just shoes?? goodness.. not me.. my aunt was buyin stuff for me as part of bday present or sth.. from the $100 shoes... i brought it down to a shoe that cost onli bout $30... aint i such a good gal?? i jz dun rly like shopping sometimes la... walk until leg pain... my sis was telling me.. dun look at the price first... see the shoe which u like... in my head... wat for wanna fall in love with the shoes if u know u cant get it... and once u see the price ur heart drops... might as well see the price then u wont like the shoe already.. =.=

anyway...on to today's event.... was kinda fun... went out, met jullie n jason.. met edward,ivy,gerina,carina.. met sam.. then met joseph... then met sams frens... or was it joseph after her frens? aiya watever la.. who cares... erh.. went to eat at paddingtons... split and went wit joseph n jullie eat doughnut... went to watch movie.. MAMA MIA!!! FANTASTIC SHOW!! MUST WATCH!! then... went jusco.. then split.. went to mom.. then went to aunty... buy shoes... walk here n there for one pair... @.@ dinner ate at Tony Romas or sth like tat... food was yummy!! chicken, lamb, salmon... shared with family 5 ppl.. service was superb! coz my family went there for lunch, suddenly someone gave us 10% discount... then my mom said thnx and said they made the day extra special as it was her bday celeb kind of thing, they suddenly gave extra dessert on the house.. YUMMMMM!!!~~ hot cake with ice cream... drool... wanna go there again!! ahahaha... hmmmmmm......... ok la... dun wan say anything already.. lazy!!~ pictures another time.. ahaha!! CYA THEN!!

Luv Linz

Goodness!!

2008-09-24T05:16:00.000-07:00

waaaaa........ so tired... hope din get blister oso...hmm.. wanna know why??!! coz the lrt train to seri petaling wasnt moving... @.@!! lessee... b4 that, at college... nth much happen gua.... got The Hive again... was not bad.. gone a lil crazy.. me n the girls were like yelling ppl's name all over the place.. BOBBY!! UNCLE!!! PRAKASH!! bla bla bla.. performances wasnt bad... i'll probably be performing again this sem.. wakaka... i think i'll make it every sem... i'll go perform~~ bwahah!!

erhhh.. oh yea, b4 tat we went makan.. ehhh nono.. after tat we went makan at Free & Easy... this time got new "member" join us... edward.. ivy n sam fren... erhhhh... went there... alot ppl... sit one place then suddenly stupid water from air-cond drip on me.. OMG!! rofl... then change place again.. then say too packed and blocking the way.. then change place again.. gah!!

okok.. now to the main story... goodness i tell u... went to the train station... went to the train.. it was jz staying there.. b4 tat i tot it would go off already.. so i walked slooooooooowly.... then walk walk.. eh?! why the train still hvnt move... so i walked faster go on train.. sit there... wait.... wait......... wait............... "attention pls, to all passengers, pls exit the train as there is a problem with the (watever) thnk you"(translated abit from bm) SWTZ!!! ok fine.. go out... next train came... SAME THING!! means the problem is with the tracks or the next station or watever laaa... then ok lo.. go back out.. contacted mom... dad n sis busy to fetch.. then aunty come n fetch... wait wait wait.. then called, say meet by the road side.. i wallllllllllllkkkkkkkkkkkkk all the way out... wait wait wait... then my aunt called again.. say at the other side... so i walk aaaaallllllllllllllllllllllllllll the way back.. then up the stairs... then she was waiting by the roadside.. i saw the car... bt cant get to it... coz the pedestrian or watever tat fly-over thingy... was onli all the way to the other side... no exit to the road.. so i had to climb over.. =.= omg la!! lucky i dun wear skirt much... THNK GOODNESS!!!

on the way back... at the junction around bkt jalil station n endah parade traffic lights... we saw ambulance go towards the station... after a while saw a police car going the same direction... so.......... i hope nothing VERY serious has happened.. bt cant deny it, we already saw those things rushing by.. jz wish harder that there were no serious casualties...

hmmm.......... guess thats about.... nth much else... was suppose to do the tagged thing but i din... i DID it actually.. the other day... but... i dunno how to find the draft... and i jz exited the window so it might not be saved after all... lalalla.... anything la....... lazy to do again... SRY CHERISH!! ekeke....

ALRITE!!~ thats all there is.. there isnt~ anymore~ tadaaa!!~~ LOL

Luv Linz

Aaaa!! Tagged again... =3

2008-09-22T07:55:00.000-07:00

Simple Rules:

1. Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.

2. People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.

3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.

4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

(oh goodness... i hv no idea how to do this... @.@)

! ~ i ask for alot of things, but in the end dont really want them... (not sure if very true)

@ ~ i love music!! duh~!!?

# ~ i enjoy playin the piano at college alot more than i do at home, i dunno why...

$ ~ i get emo suddenly somehow without proper reasons i can find...

% ~ i.... just need to get online a lil while to satisfy myself each nite?

^ ~ i tend to bite my tongue/inner cheek easily...

& ~ im running out of time to blog so im rushin this alot... ahahah!!!

* ~ geez... i've said this to quite a few ppl b4... i kinda fall easily for ppl, bt get right up fast

oh, haha.. guess i found it after all... well thats it for now... i wanted to post up another one bt i got logged out automatically and im lazy to write again for now... so tats it, tata for now!!

Luv Linz

All Mixed Up

2008-09-18T05:53:00.000-07:00

PreWarning... this post is gonna be a lil longer... (i think) coz im gonna post up like... quite a few different stuff... and happenings.. and bla bla bla.. not sure if i can even remember them all.. akaka!!!

ok, first one... good deeds... wat is it for? to get sth out of it? well, thats kinda true for me... not to say gettin things like money and all... just sth... that somehow warms ur heart.. things tat i did long ago was helpin lil kids open their classroom door.. (it was stuck) i was bout... std 4 i think, and these lil kids are bout 7 yrs old onli... once i did, seeing them smile was sth really really nice... maybe it is the smile tat makes it the best... just the other day, i gave my seat to an elderly.. (okok... maybe thats not much bt i dun often do that.. as in i dun have to give up my seat often, so shoot me.. =.=) *sry kinda emo-ish?* think she uttered a thnx... but then again, why bother? i dun care if she did say thnx or not... it doesnt matter... the thing tat i wont like instead is that if someone else took my seat instead of the person i intented to give it to... tat will surely suck!! i'd give tat fella a piece of my mind!! (unless he is one huge piece of meat la)

hmm... besides tat... i think is.. yesterday... i was wearing all PINK!!! OMG?! i cant believe it!! and i hadnt been wearing black for like... 2 days already!! AAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!! could anything be more worse??? ITS PINK I TELL U!! PINK!!! *ok, end of pink emoness* LOL!! anyway... i jz wanna hv sth to blame la.. i know i know.. its not good to put blame on ppl (or things) ahahaa... anyways, yesterday was kind of a bad day for me... was hving slight flu... and the sickness i call... emo-ness.... depressed over wat i dunno la... sommore nearly cried few times... dun ask me why!! ahahaha!! not onli tat.. i oso left my folder at college!! OMG!!! when i was already at lrt station onli i noticed.. GRR!! know why?? all bcoz of my PINK jacket!! ahahaaha... no la... i left it at the chair where i was waiting for bus... aih...

now on today... i went college... and FOUND MY FOLDER!! exactly where i left it.. *phew* then went to class... omg la i tell u... lecturer late HALF AN HOUR!! wats her reason?? i dunno.. i wasnt in class coz i went to check if class got cancled... akakak!! so... class end.. then go next class... class end.. then went to makan with my twin, care bear, ashley, oinkie kor, mg, sam, did i miss anyone out?? i hope not... @.@ and i tell u hor... COCKROACH!!! lol... 2 small cockroach was on the table... eeks!! scared the lil critter away by banging the table... xD aiyoyooyoo!! this carebear n sam hor... very evil loooooohhhhhhhh!! tempt me to go cc and play SDO-X... T_T cannot!!! must save money liao leh.....

ahaha.. then after makan.. balik, me max n ashley went to recital hall.. see music students recital.. bla bla bla.. bout 7 ppl perform... wasnt bad... THE GAL SING WONDERFULLY!!! OMG!! I WANNA SING LIKE HER!! gahhh.... after tat... tot wanna play piano at recital hall.. bt actually got other things goin on.. so went 1st floor... found oskar in one of the room... then i went and mencoroboh (correct spelling ah?) after a while, oskar n ashley went class.. so me n max stayed playin the piano... after a while.. care bear came... then play sommore... chit chat abit... i was there for almost 2 hours again!! wow... lol?! bleh... then ah... i think nth much liao guaaaa...... onli the pics laa....

here it is... all taken on the... emo pink day... at Free n Easy.. some pics onli la... and other random pics... haha.. enjoy

let me hear u SCREAM!!!

or do u wanna listen to my emo music?? hmmm...

wth am i thinking ? ? ? ?

oh yea!! one more thing i forgot!!! VERY IMPORTANT!!! ahahaa... i went to KLCC on monday with kevin and his frens... (jia wen, rachel and andrew) went there to buy tickets for Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra... woots!! its on 20th Dec, on LOTR!!! woohoo!! first time goin... have to wear formal sommore... lol... @.@ anyway, here are the pics again.. the ticket.. lol Box B, Seat 5!RM15 onli u know!!! so goooddddddd!!!~~ wwwwwweeeeeeeeee~~!!

ticket on the MPO book...

see see.. student ticket.. RM15... normal price is RM 60 and above!!

bwahaha!! LOTR SYMPHONY!!!

Music All Around~

2008-09-13T01:27:00.000-07:00

MUSIC!!! music is all around.... i could hv said this like a tons of times... i am one gal who jz really really love music.. actually, maybe i do, maybe i dont.. there are probably ppl who are more crazy in love with music than me... bt... watever la... ahahaha....

i jz suddenly came to think.. when my fren mentioned 12 different remix of 1 song...thats like.. omg??... im wondering... are those 12 different songs really different??? imagine... how many songs are there in the world.. one artist have dozens and hundreds of songs.... and the amount of artist!! and 2 artist coming together to make MORE songs!! so.. are the songs really different?? the number of ideas! melodies! rhythm!! its just absolutely amazing aint it??

so everytime i write a song... i hv to be EXTRA careful... wat if one day my songs DO come out... and it sounds like another song... its just... i dunno... it doesnt seem nice!! each time a melody pops into mind, i hv to recall... did i get this from some other song?? is it purely my own idea??

but maybe... it doesnt matter much also does it?? i mean... ppl are singing other ppl's songs... wats tat for? to rebuild it? to steal it?? gehh... all these questions in my head... well at least its better than other questions rite???

eg 1. wat is my life for?
eg 2. do i need a bf?
eg 3. am i always envious of ppl around me?

now aint that interesting... well too bad... i cant answer them... lol!!~ no one can.... its just questions that has MANY answers.. MANY possibilities... weird huh... from loving music, to questioning music, to questions of life...

COMPLICATION!!! is the word... where u stand still on a moving platform...encircling u with mirrors... round n round they go.... dizzy!! well... that wat is it... just have to face the fact and move on... ignore the mirrors, ignore the moving platform... just head on as usual... face a block?? well... just go back, around it, or bash thru it... lol.....

guess tats it for now.... i've said enuf... heh... tata~

Luv Linz

Don't Say

2008-09-08T07:33:00.000-07:00

hmm... im really really bored... ahahah... looks like my blog, is not like many others... so far i've seen most are quite creative and in depth... they really talk bout feelings and thinkings... so wat is mine?? i dunno... jz random random things... hahhahaa... well... again im gonna put my lyrics.. this song is the very first song i wrote, and i wrote it together with my best fren jullie~ so here it is!~ enjoy... hahahaha... =p

Don’t Say

Do you think
That I would leave
Do you know
That I loved you

I stayed with you
Though it hurts
Real bad inside

But ever since
You left me here (hanging)
Do you think that I would ever miss you
Do you think that I would cry

Now I know
What I should do
Forget about you
And live my own life

Get out of my way
Get out of my way
Don’t say that you’re sorry
Cause I wont care

Did you feel
The love I felt
Or was it all
Just a lie

You broke my heart
In two ( in two)
And a thousand times again

But ever since
You went away (running)
Do you think that I would look for you
Do you think that I would die
Now I know
What I should do
Forget about you
And live my own life

Get out of my way (get out, get out)
Get out of my life
Don’t say that you need me
Cause I wont be there

And I
Believed in you all of this time
The promises you gave were all lies

Get out of my way
(Now you know what to do)
Get out of my life
(Go, go)
Leave me out of the picture(leave me)

Don’t say you’re sorry
Don’t say that you need me
Don’t say come back baby

Cause I wont (I wont)
I don’t care (not for you)
I wont be there (No, no)

So don’t say…

hmm... wanna know wat im really thinking now?? most matters i think of now is relationships.. yes, its kinda sad... i know.. but.. i guess this is something that changed drastically since after high school... things in college is way more confusing... the people... the faces... the characthers... everyone seems to be nice, but they could just be wearing mask... (sry everyone bt no offence.. im kinda exagerating here.. ahaha)

after time goes by... everything starts going upside down... topsy turvy... or sth like tat.. urgh!! i dunno wat im saying... im jz blabbing here... bt still, after all this.... friends are still friends.. guys n gals, im not saying that u all are like tat.. but im actually just pointing this out to one person... maybe it was my own fault that i didnt know how to look properly and think...

so hence.. i learned my lesson... nvr do this again.. since i nvr believed that relationships at this moment would work, im not letting myself into one until i do... so pls, help me k?? whenever i fall stupidly again.. pick me up before i start sliding and lose myself...

so ppl.. DONT SAY i nvr told u... ahahaha.. ok i tot i would say sth that connects the song.. bt i guess it doesnt... =p hmm... well, i guess thats all... i've said enough for now... till the next time!!~

Luv Linz

Jz some random stuff...

2008-09-07T08:33:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone!~ its me again... well, who else? guess nothing much really happened... or i just forgot bout it... the most recent one i guess is my sis 21st bday celeb... which was last nite... ahaha...

had a whole lot of ppl in the house... about 80... wow isint it? had some of my own frens over... the most interesting thing was... some of my sisters frens mistaken me for her.... one guy even gave me the present... @.@ omg la... do i look old or my sis look young or we just really really look alike?? o_o anyway... besides that, near the end of the party... was playing piano with kev... tryin to accomplish the 4 hand duet from Secret (jay chou movie) ahahaha.. tat was kinda funny.. and we were playin all kinds of stuff on the piano...

so......... thats that... the other thing i wanna put here for today is my lyrics... been writting quite alot... bt nvr finishing it... sad aint it?? ahaha... so here they are... hope u enjoy... got no recordings tho.. maybe another time la... akaka... so thats it!!~ CYA!!

1. Waiting

I'm just waiting
waiting for the moment
when u'll take my hand
and say you love me

Im still waiting
waiting for the moment
when u'll hold me tight
and make the time stop...

just for the two of us...

2. I'd Live

Im standing inside my heart
im going crazy.. oh yeah~
im all alone in this world
but nothings here to break me down

i cant be lost without u
coz its the way things are...

i'd live
(baby dont pretend, that u are all i need)
coz i'd live
(a life without the one, that u will nvr let go)
and i'd live
(tgt with my frens and my family)
coz i'd live~

too bad that u couldnt be
be the man i need to be with
guess u're not the one

*both songs are not finished... this 2 songs are of bout 16 songs i hv.. ahaha... hope i can one day finish them all and compose the song properly!!~ dreams....*

Luv Linz

Orientation...

2008-08-29T04:39:00.001-07:00

September - December(?) Freshie Sem Orientation was..... one word... AMAZING!!

ok la... maybe it was still boring... first day.. with all the speeches.. where they talk talk n talk... aiya, bt that is normal orientation rite???? but this time... it was much more interactive...

did nothing much on first day actually... one funny thing was.. we were all heading to Block C for briefing on course selection n bla bla bla... at one point, it was quite a jam.. so first my frens took another route... then me n few other club members followed... bt when we TURNED behind.. guess wat... a WHOLE lot of others were following us too!! when they weren't suppose to ( as they were to go different place from us) so it was kinda funny... all lost sheeps.. =p OH!! i forgot another thing.. there was one part in the orientation, where each faculty were suppose to create a cheer... so we did it, and when the real thing happened to SHOW OFF our cheer... me gerina and jessie were STANDING ON TABLES cheering!! ahahaha.. tat was fun too... we went really crazy... most of the time.. laughing all about.. .xD

2nd day... first few hours.. we did NOTHING!! so instead, me ivy n gerina, went makan then went CC!! rofl.. (long time din play XDO) i dunno wat to say sommore la actually.. hmmm.. there were few main events, the amazing race and a sketch... din really take part in it but help out abit la... when i could.. ahaha.. mixed with the whole lot of SSLA Faculty ppl... met new friends... laughed and laughed sommore... then me n jessie started dancing.. doin the cha cha, salsa... and more CRAZY stuff... fun la.. others started playin dodgeball (this all actually is from ssla association, not the whole orientation) too bad i din take pics... coz i was too busy being crazy myself... keke!!

so... here's the new post... aahahah.. nth much la... at least got something new here rite?? i promise i'll write again... (next year could be again too u know!!) ahahaa... =p bt yea.. new sem will start again soon... cant wait... new friends in class too.. so yea, it might be really great! ^^ okie then... celine here signing off~ time to email the freshies.. *IM NO LONGER A FRESHIE* (i quote gerina....we are SMARTIES!! )

Luv Linz

ExAm DiEt...

2008-08-10T00:41:00.000-07:00

when exam comes about... what do you do? study all the time? dont study at all? and when u DO study... brain juice all used up rite?? hence, there are things called BRAIN FOOD!! akaka... wat do u eat? some ppl might take coffee all day long, or the things that really treat u.. for me? well.. its SUGAR!!!

example 1...

SHANDY!!! ahahaha.... besides that... on that same day, i ate chocolate, sweets, and a lolipop... after that... add sommore my sis came home with chicken supper.. omg!! fat leh!! reason why i hate exams... akakaka.... but last nite... had healthy dinner la... salad...

this was from last time actually.. not last nites one.. green veg, pieces of ham, straberry, japanese cucumber and cherry tomatoes... mmm~ yummy!! and not to forget!! my own sauce.. akaka... a mix of thousand island sauce, some italian salad dressing? and... one more i forgot wat.. it taste great ok!! if wan more taste... can add pepper.. preferbly those u grind urself.. wahaha!!

ok, so this is last nites one... extra green vege, brocolli and baby carrots.... just delicious!! ahaha... and oh not to forget oso... orange juice!! and durian for dessert... =p

okok.. put all that aside now... i jz wanna post up more pics here... akaka.. this one is called.. the unstable wood tower... rofl!! ivy n carina was playin at free n easy.. i started playin also at first.. but backed out after a while... akaka...

this is the top view...
and the bottom view... looks like a tower with the moon behind rite?? omg? 3 moons??? akaka

and this is the... contrast of a built and broken tower.. rofl... im bored la ok??? dun complain alot.. =p

and now... just random pics la k? hahaha.. enjoy...

this was taken at my grandma's house.. in the garden...

same goes to this one...

and this one too....

this was at... around klcc... haha...
this pic was inspired by some other pics b4... notice the heart shape from the handle and shadows... haha...

remember ppl... these were all taken with my phone camera of 2megapixel... so dun complain bout the quality of the pic ya?? akaka...

okie... thats it for today... i hv 2 assignments and 2 papers left of college.. then its holiday time!! haha... final date is 21st august... lalala~

Luv Linz

TAGGED by Chian..

2008-08-03T06:33:00.000-07:00

not sure how this really works... im just suppose to copy the same questions rite?? ahaha..!! well, here goes anyways.. hehe

Six things I’m passionate about
erhh... 1. singing, 2. music, 3. piano?, 4. horses, 5. cute stuff! =x, 6.@.@ wait.. wait... lemme think... i dunno... people?? ahahah

Six things I say too much
is emoticons accepted? rofl... ermm.. 1. watever la.., 2. i dunno, 3. (keep silent and rolls eyes) is tat accepted?? 4. crazy la u, 5. u like la, 6. wat la u...

Six books I’ve read
1.Anita Blake, Vampire Slayer...(got 10 books there u know!) 2. moral text book, 3. m'sian studies text book, 4. Harry Potter (got 6 books there), 5. Eragon (2 books there), 6. eh? cant think already woh.. aiya.. positive psychology text book la... ekeke

Six songs I can listen to again and again
1. my own original songs, 2. take a bow- rihanna, 3. my way - def tech, 4. never say goodbye - mario & nesty, 5. magic key - one-t & cool-t, 6. goodbye days - YUI

Six things I learnt in the past
learned this not very long ago... 1. instead of stopping to look at the roses, stop and really savour it... 2. dont let ur emotions control u, control ur emotions, 3. aiya... its in the previous post.. another quote there... akakaka... 4. i learned how to talk... 5. i learned how to play piano.. 6. i learned to walk!! AHAHA!! want more?!? =p

Six people to tag
errh.. not sure i got 6 ppl to tag annot leh... the people i wanna tag already got tagged, okok, got some... 1. Aaron, 2. Bobby, 3. Carina, 4. Cherish , 5. the bunch of musicians... =x, 6. no more already la!! =/

thats it for today.. i dun really wanna talk bout wat happen... coz im just kinda irritated.. hahaha.. hmm... exams coming.. cant wait for it to END! =p erhh.... well i think that it.. tata for now~!

Luv Linz

The end to a new beginning...

2008-07-27T06:50:00.000-07:00

hmm... i dunno how to put this post... but all i can say is... well, a quote actually..

" dont cry because its over, be glad because it happened"

hmmm, sadly to say (or oddly).. i did not cry because its over.. its my decision, and im sry that i made it.. but i had no other choice... i'd rather hv it ended early hurting less, then prolong (how to spell?) it, end it then, and hurt worse.. way worse... but i guess you could not take it that way either... so.. i dunno, u said it was my decision.. so here it is then?

at first i took it easily.. well, it was my choice so i guess it didnt hurt me as much as it hurt u... but of course it still hurts... but, once i saw the message change, then again, and again... i could not take in the one message i saw... and i say this... dont let emotions take over your thoughts...

"control ur emotions, not let your emotions control u"

not sure if tat is a proper quote by someone famous, but i got it from my previous Positive Psychology class, thnx to gerina.. ahaha... so now, im controlling my emotions.. u shall see me as Ms. Bubbly Celine, not the emo gal.. blekz!~

Luv Linz~

Chit-Chat

2008-07-26T23:07:00.001-07:00

Get your own Chat Box! Go Large!

LIFE

2008-07-24T06:17:00.000-07:00

Life!~ what is it? its a roller coaster... it can be enjoyable, frightening, or a thrill!!~ roller coasters can be either long or short depending how much time is put into it... roller coasters... goes up and goes down.. some parts will be dull... where things is straight forward, and all of a sudden.. it ZOOMS down without notice.. and it takes so much effort, so much time to go up.. when in the end, it'll go down again..

my life now... is a roller coaster that is really dizzy... it goes up and down all the time... these few days, maybe 2 weeks... things have been going down more... (am i going underground yet?) sadly to say... i shall only post my feelings here... dont ask me what happen... and to those who know what happen... dun bother, i should be fine... (i think) the pace now... is... smooth, but with alot of turns... @.@ its making me go crazy!!~

urgh.. enuf of roller coasters.. i think im getting sick!! lalala... hmm... as a song writer... okok not song writer.. as someone who writes lyrics, for my own... i think it could be said that personal feelings will help you write the song better... its the... inspiration.. i also find that, when being in a bad, sad, down, blue mood... its easier to pour the feelings out to the lyrics...as my fren said,

"why all your songs so emo one la??!"

sorry loh.... i normally onli write songs when im sad.... not much happy songs sry... =/ another problem is, the emo mood onli comes at a certain moment in time right? and soon it'll fade away.. hence, i dont finish my songs.. @.@ coz cant finish in time before my mood is right again.. akaka..

blargh.. getting boring la... lets wrap this up... end of sem coming soon = final exam coming... so fast!!! omg!! seems like just yesterday i was walking into UCSI as a freshie going for orientation... bleh.. I WAN GO WATCH MOVIES!!!! wahhaa... so random.. wat to do? im too bored.. maybe next time i'll post my lyrics up here instead... wahaha, tats all for now...

Luv Linz~

1 down, 3 more to go...

2008-07-16T06:03:00.000-07:00

AHAH!! 1 presentation of mine is done... moral studies presentation on War, Peace and Terrorism...

night b4, i slept at 12 sth, doing last minute addition in the powerpoint presentation... woke up around 6 20, got ready, and headed on to college... reach there... did preperations, (while freaking out a lil), started introduction, (still freaking out), ahahaha... i guess... i did ok la? read from the slides, and explained... bla bla bla.. at the end of it, Q&A time, erhhhh... i couldnt answer much.. haha.. group members did the answering oso.. now now... time for the BEST part... hehe.. my lecturer liked it!! woo hoo!! hahaa... and she told me and some friends of mine, that someone said our presentation was the best so far... WAHAHAH!! *JUMPS FOR JOY*

after class... it was time to go block a... and it was RAININ HEAVILY!! omg... walk there... with umbrella... but my jeans and feet were swimming in the rain water... it was time to do The HIVE~ yea... hahaha.. it was kinda weird.. maybe? or maybe not.. but i was not nervous bout it... i was more nervous bout the presentation than my performance.. had last minute prob with wire, than i started at a wrong key so... it was a lil too high than normal.. im not exactly sure how it sounded like... hope it was ok actually...

if u're wondering... pics will come later... i know i know.. boring rite my blog?? so plain... wait la.. i shall get the pics from my friends and all... edit later la!!! ahahahah.. well, guess thats it? want more stuff come talk to me la.. dont be anti-social and just read... lol

HIVE pic

Moral Group pic (missing 2 ppl)
ps. still hvnt get other pics la... hahaha =p

Luv Linz~

Settling Down Finally?

2008-07-07T07:48:00.000-07:00

alrite... so two of my folio assignments are done... WOOHOO!! but i still hv the power points and presentations to do.. so... good luck to me myself and i, and of course every other ppl who is suffering with their assignments too la... dont worry... u're not alone!!

hahaha... due to lack of slp the days b4, i fell sick oso... haha... also got a lil cough.. bla bla bla... wats interesting is, i'll be performing at The Hive in UCSI on 16th July... dont forget to come ya?? kakaka.. i'll be singing... as usual... and the other thing is that im hvin my presentation on that day.. so i'll be wearing formal in the morning... n changing after that for performance... i hope i dont lose my voice then.. @.@ it'll be all ruined...

errrhhhhh..... ooo.. i got my old com back... hence, all my songs, all my pictures, and all my emoticons on msn!!!! ahahaha!!!! rofl... mmm... wat else do ppl talk on blogs?? i see my frens blogs all so interesting/funny/something to read about!! blekz.. here is the boring linz, signing off..

luv linz~

A new blog, new look, new life?

2008-07-02T09:04:00.000-07:00

Due to the many comments bout me using xanga instead of blogspot led me to... well, using blogspot here... or blogger... or watever it is.. soo... here i am now... forget bout the old blog, and see my new life.... many of the post in the other blog can be now flushed away as there are things that i would never want to remember again...
So here it is then, a new blog... with of course a new look, annnnndddddd showing my new life... history of my previous life shall not be mentioned here and each post shall not be of any past happening... (im just twisting all the words around.... )

bla bla bla... this and that... et cetera, et cetera, et cetera... its 12 20am and i've been doing my assignments while being half asleep... soo... even if there is anything to say... i cant think of it right now... besides the "new blog, new look, new life" *drum rolls*..... *rolls eyes*

im just boring you aint i? im always giving this reason isnt it? my life is boring... there's nothing fun going on in my life... nyek nyek nyek... i guess i just dont know how to make it a tad bit more interesting in words.... or explanation... or to just tell u.. o_o

all righto... i guess that's enough for the FIRST post... in my NEW blog... that has a NEW look... with whats goin on in my NEW life.... =/ lame stuff aint it??? ahahah!!!

this is linz signing off~

~luv linz... xoxo~