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Feelings I just Can't Take

Dear Random Readers...

wondering why i keep posting up all my lyrics? cause i want the fame? cause i want the fortune when someone comes for me?

NAH! im just too bored....

i dont know if this is to persuade u all or to myself (shouldnt be me), but i write only cause i have to spill my feelings, emotions and thoughts out... i dont want records, i dont want to HAVE to write lyrics.. but only WHEN i want to...

so... to a certain someone out there... (tho he doesnt read this) plssssss dont ask me to sing for you in ur album and do recordings and ask me to write songs...(ok the last one is bout another person)

anyways... here's another song... wrote this in 2007... enjoy? lol.. =)

Feelings I Can't Take.

I just wanna see you
But at the same time
Just wanna hate you

Just wanna be with you
Want you out of my mind
These feelings that I just cant take

Back in the old days
Bout five years back in time
Cherished every moment
The time we spent together

Every memory
Filled with laughter
All the sad tears
That I cried

These happy fluttered feelings
Hate burning inside
What would I really want now?

I just wanna see you
But at the same time
Just wanna hate you

Just wanna be with you
Want you out of my mind
These feelings that I just cant take

On to a new page
The story that we had
Invisible to each other
I wanna get up and scream

I just wanna see you
But at the same
Just wanna hate you

Just wanna be with
Want you out of my mind
These feelings that I just cant take


Miss you like crazy
Dont wanna know you
What is this feeling
These feelings that I just cant take

^-^
-Luv Linz-

I'll Be There

ok, before i post this up..sry, but i should first say... these are my original lyrics... to ppl out there reading this...

1. no worries... im feeling fine
2. most are older lyrics...
3. enjoy.. =p


I'll Be There

When the sky is grey
And you’re feeling down
Just turn the corner
And I will be there

Put your head up high
Turn that frown up side down
Cause I’ll be there for you

So no matter what the worries
That troubles your heart
Talk to me

For shoulders to cry on
Or arms to fall into
Just call out my name

Like an angel
Up in the sky
Shining down on you

There to catch you
Whenever you fall
I’ll be your Northern star

Wherever you go
And whatever you do
Don’t be afraid
Cause I will be there

Just remember my name
When you’re in the dark
And I’ll be there for you

So no matter what confusions
And sadness that comes by
Talk to me

For shoulders to cry on
Or arms to fall into
Just call out my name

Like an angel
Up in the sky
Shining down on you

There to catch you
Whenever you fall
I’ll be your Northern star

Like an angel
Up in the sky
Shining down on you

There to catch you
Whenever you fall
I’ll be your Northern star


^-^
-Luv Linz-

I Won't Regret (Losing You)

I wont sing no love songs
And I wont be standing here with a broken heart
I wont say forgive me
And i wont be crying, all night long

So hey,
Listen to me
As i say
I'm happier than ever before

You dont have to ask me why
But i wont regret losing you

Though the times were good
But do you think that i couldnt see the mask that u wear
Now that its over i have to look back
And wonder why i'd never see

That you
Were not meant for me
And that I
Have wasted my time on you

You dont have to ask me why
But i wont regret...

Livin my life
Without you here
Cut your act
I'm pushing you away

So hey,
Listen to me
As i say
I'm happier than ever before

You dont have to ask me why
But i wont regret

That you
Were not meant for me
And that I
Have wasted my time on you

You dont have to ask me
You dont have to ask me why

But i wont regret losing you...



^-^
-Luv Linz-

Semi Finals done... Finals coming?

heyyyy... time to blog again~ well just a lil... haha.. anyways, for those who might not know, i joined UCSI's Got Talent... and managed to get to the semi finals... bla bla n bla...

here's my performance... check it out~ and then vote for me... xD


http://ucsi.edu.my/misc/talent.asp

thats one of my original song... and.. here's my other...


this was done for an assignment... so it's thnx alot to my group members~!! haha...


oh and im tryin to do something new... i noticed (my fren noticed too) that i write too many sad love songs and such.. so what i want to do now is, with ur help.. write something different!!

just drop a comment, or at the cbox.. a random word or sentence... then i'll try forcing myself to write something with it... oh and relevant words pls.. no f*** and b**** ... xD

~Luv Linz~

Randoom

Wanna know wat im afraid of? here are some of the things i fear....

Promoting/club booths in college
+
breakfast
+
lunch
+
dinner
+
fast communication
+
guys
+
relationship
=
FEAR!!!

ok thank u very much.... if u want more explanation, u hv to get it from me... i will not explain it to everyone...

-Luv Linz-

October 31st.

October the 31st.
“Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me…” I sang all alone. Today is the 31st of October, it is my 21st birthday. Every year I would be here alone to sing this song. Life was hard for me since the very beginning; all because of this cursed yet blessed date.

I could never decide whether I’m happy or sad about where I am. Far away from home back in Auvriel town, I feel both lonely and calm here. No kids to taunt me or throw stones at me, not a single person who knows of my existence. My name is Octavia, and I’m here to tell you a story of my life as it strikes midnight on October the 31st.

Bending down with a stick, I drew a cake I would never have in the sand, with not a single soul to be seen and the winds howling. The night seems different than any other here in Louvien Beach; the moon seems to be hidden. A sudden flash of lightning revealed a huge number of ravens. I stood up carefully, suspicious of the ravens encircling over me. Squinting at the black birds, I was taken aback to see they’d somehow seem to become a huge mass of darkness.

“I’m imagining this right?” I asked myself still looking at the blackness. The sound of the birds cawing then went louder and louder till my ears hurt, when I then realized the mass of blackness was coming after me. I screamed and stumbled onto the ground as the blackness then engulfed me. Everything was then black. I was out cold.

“What are we to do with her? She has an odd smell, not to mention a weird aura” someone whispered as I gained consciousness. At that time I dared not open my eyes yet.

“Well don’t look at me, I say we tie her up in a bag and leave her to rot, she smells of trouble” another voice whispered. With that I let out a yelp and tried to run. Leaving the two voices behind astounded, I ran for the only light I could see. Just as I reached it, a large shadow blocked my way and I fell once again on my bottoms.

Now where do you think you’re going my little pretty? It is unwise to walk or should I say run from your master.” The shadow said. He then stepped out of the light to reveal himself. I let out a gasp to see that the man or monster had horns and a tail that resembles very much of Satan to me.

“I’m offering you a home here. It is destined that you stay here and serve me as a lesser devil ever since you were born. You can’t run from faith my dear, for those who are born on my day shall be mine to obtain.” He said with an evil grin. He then tried to catch hold of me but my adrenaline was running high enough that I was gone for good. With my back on them, I heard the greater devil yelling at his minions to chase after me. I ran as much as I could until I felt a sharp pain, tripped and fell yet again but on my front this time. I cursed and prayed at the same time that the minions weren’t behind me. Luckily enough, they were nowhere to be seen.

“I really have the ability to fall a lot today don’t I?” I mumbled to myself with a nervous laugh. Something glittering then caught my attention as I examined my surroundings. I got up cautiously and headed towards it. It was a feather. Knowing that nothing could get any worse, I poked at the feather with a finger. It was bigger than any other I’ve ever seen. Picking it up gently, I held it closer to me. Feeling a tug at where my hands met the feather, I then thought to myself again. “Oh boy, another trip to somewhere else?” and I was then thrown into a vortex and appeared at a very bright place. Hardly able to see, I felt my wrist being tied up behind my back. I struggled blindly and was forced to walk with a push at my back. Once I could see better, I was sure I could not run again this time. I was walking on clouds.

Was I dreaming? I’m entirely sure I wasn’t. Around me were people. The most beautiful people to be found and they all had fluffy white wings. Little children were held by their parents with a look on their face. Everyone was avoiding me like I had an infectious disease.

A voice then rang over head, ordering for me to be put under tight security. And by golly, am I under captive or am I being treated? There in the cell, sitting so gorgeously was a man who had black wings. I hadn’t even notice when the guards locked up and walked away.

Every millisecond I stood there, I gazed at him. Hair of gold and tanned skin, he looked up at me and I felt myself turning as red as a tomato. He gave me a small smile and walked towards me. I held my breath as he came so close that I could hear his heart beating. His eyes glittered like stars and then swooped in to steal a kiss from me.

“The name’s Devon.” he said as he broke the kiss. I felt my knees buckled and dropped to the ground. His hands then encircled me and carried me firmly and gently towards the only soft surface in the cell. I felt safe in those strong arms of his and wished never to part with him

Though we’ve only met, I could see that we would spend the rest of our lives together. Just as I was to introduce myself, the guards then came back. Unlocking the doors, they grabbed both me and Devon out. Making us kneel in front of what seemed the court, everyone else around stood to greet their ruler. Giving us a scan through, he looked like something clicked inside his head.

I see that you are unique for your own kind. Yes, you are in fact a devil by birth. But you are far different. Like your new friend Devon, you are an outcast of your kind. I hereby give you the title of ‘angelic devil’. Though I am sorry to say, neither of you can stay here, nor to the under realms. All I can do is send both of you to once where you came from; the human world.” Just as he finished, the world went blurred.

There I was, back in Louvien Beach. Everything felt just the same. This time around, I was not lonely anymore. Beside me sat the most wonderful being, Devon, the man who I would spend the rest of my life with. Forbidden from both heaven and hell, we, the angelic devil and demonic angel lived a life where we’ll never know what’s coming next.

The End

-may to be continued-

-Luv Linz-