Goodness!!

waaaaa........ so tired... hope din get blister oso...hmm.. wanna know why??!! coz the lrt train to seri petaling wasnt moving... @.@!! lessee... b4 that, at college... nth much happen gua.... got The Hive again... was not bad.. gone a lil crazy.. me n the girls were like yelling ppl's name all over the place.. BOBBY!! UNCLE!!! PRAKASH!! bla bla bla.. performances wasnt bad... i'll probably be performing again this sem.. wakaka... i think i'll make it every sem... i'll go perform~~ bwahah!!

erhhh.. oh yea, b4 tat we went makan.. ehhh nono.. after tat we went makan at Free & Easy... this time got new "member" join us... edward.. ivy n sam fren... erhhhh... went there... alot ppl... sit one place then suddenly stupid water from air-cond drip on me.. OMG!! rofl... then change place again.. then say too packed and blocking the way.. then change place again.. gah!!

okok.. now to the main story... goodness i tell u... went to the train station... went to the train.. it was jz staying there.. b4 tat i tot it would go off already.. so i walked slooooooooowly.... then walk walk.. eh?! why the train still hvnt move... so i walked faster go on train.. sit there... wait.... wait......... wait............... "attention pls, to all passengers, pls exit the train as there is a problem with the (watever) thnk you"(translated abit from bm) SWTZ!!! ok fine.. go out... next train came... SAME THING!! means the problem is with the tracks or the next station or watever laaa... then ok lo.. go back out.. contacted mom... dad n sis busy to fetch.. then aunty come n fetch... wait wait wait.. then called, say meet by the road side.. i wallllllllllllkkkkkkkkkkkkk all the way out... wait wait wait... then my aunt called again.. say at the other side... so i walk aaaaallllllllllllllllllllllllllll the way back.. then up the stairs... then she was waiting by the roadside.. i saw the car... bt cant get to it... coz the pedestrian or watever tat fly-over thingy... was onli all the way to the other side... no exit to the road.. so i had to climb over.. =.= omg la!! lucky i dun wear skirt much... THNK GOODNESS!!!

on the way back... at the junction around bkt jalil station n endah parade traffic lights... we saw ambulance go towards the station... after a while saw a police car going the same direction... so.......... i hope nothing VERY serious has happened.. bt cant deny it, we already saw those things rushing by.. jz wish harder that there were no serious casualties...

hmmm.......... guess thats about.... nth much else... was suppose to do the tagged thing but i din... i DID it actually.. the other day... but... i dunno how to find the draft... and i jz exited the window so it might not be saved after all... lalalla.... anything la....... lazy to do again... SRY CHERISH!! ekeke....

ALRITE!!~ thats all there is.. there isnt~ anymore~ tadaaa!!~~ LOL

Luv Linz

Aaaa!! Tagged again... =3

Simple Rules:

1. Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.

2. People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.

3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.

4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.



(oh goodness... i hv no idea how to do this... @.@)



! ~ i ask for alot of things, but in the end dont really want them... (not sure if very true)

@ ~ i love music!! duh~!!?

# ~ i enjoy playin the piano at college alot more than i do at home, i dunno why...

$ ~ i get emo suddenly somehow without proper reasons i can find...

% ~ i.... just need to get online a lil while to satisfy myself each nite?

^ ~ i tend to bite my tongue/inner cheek easily...

& ~ im running out of time to blog so im rushin this alot... ahahah!!!

* ~ geez... i've said this to quite a few ppl b4... i kinda fall easily for ppl, bt get right up fast

oh, haha.. guess i found it after all... well thats it for now... i wanted to post up another one bt i got logged out automatically and im lazy to write again for now... so tats it, tata for now!!

Luv Linz

All Mixed Up

PreWarning... this post is gonna be a lil longer... (i think) coz im gonna post up like... quite a few different stuff... and happenings.. and bla bla bla.. not sure if i can even remember them all.. akaka!!!

ok, first one... good deeds... wat is it for? to get sth out of it? well, thats kinda true for me... not to say gettin things like money and all... just sth... that somehow warms ur heart.. things tat i did long ago was helpin lil kids open their classroom door.. (it was stuck) i was bout... std 4 i think, and these lil kids are bout 7 yrs old onli... once i did, seeing them smile was sth really really nice... maybe it is the smile tat makes it the best... just the other day, i gave my seat to an elderly.. (okok... maybe thats not much bt i dun often do that.. as in i dun have to give up my seat often, so shoot me.. =.=) *sry kinda emo-ish?* think she uttered a thnx... but then again, why bother? i dun care if she did say thnx or not... it doesnt matter... the thing tat i wont like instead is that if someone else took my seat instead of the person i intented to give it to... tat will surely suck!! i'd give tat fella a piece of my mind!! (unless he is one huge piece of meat la)

hmm... besides tat... i think is.. yesterday... i was wearing all PINK!!! OMG?! i cant believe it!! and i hadnt been wearing black for like... 2 days already!! AAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!! could anything be more worse??? ITS PINK I TELL U!! PINK!!! *ok, end of pink emoness* LOL!! anyway... i jz wanna hv sth to blame la.. i know i know.. its not good to put blame on ppl (or things) ahahaa... anyways, yesterday was kind of a bad day for me... was hving slight flu... and the sickness i call... emo-ness.... depressed over wat i dunno la... sommore nearly cried few times... dun ask me why!! ahahaha!! not onli tat.. i oso left my folder at college!! OMG!!! when i was already at lrt station onli i noticed.. GRR!! know why?? all bcoz of my PINK jacket!! ahahaaha... no la... i left it at the chair where i was waiting for bus... aih...

now on today... i went college... and FOUND MY FOLDER!! exactly where i left it.. *phew* then went to class... omg la i tell u... lecturer late HALF AN HOUR!! wats her reason?? i dunno.. i wasnt in class coz i went to check if class got cancled... akakak!! so... class end.. then go next class... class end.. then went to makan with my twin, care bear, ashley, oinkie kor, mg, sam, did i miss anyone out?? i hope not... @.@ and i tell u hor... COCKROACH!!! lol... 2 small cockroach was on the table... eeks!! scared the lil critter away by banging the table... xD aiyoyooyoo!! this carebear n sam hor... very evil loooooohhhhhhhh!! tempt me to go cc and play SDO-X... T_T cannot!!! must save money liao leh.....

ahaha.. then after makan.. balik, me max n ashley went to recital hall.. see music students recital.. bla bla bla.. bout 7 ppl perform... wasnt bad... THE GAL SING WONDERFULLY!!! OMG!! I WANNA SING LIKE HER!! gahhh.... after tat... tot wanna play piano at recital hall.. bt actually got other things goin on.. so went 1st floor... found oskar in one of the room... then i went and mencoroboh (correct spelling ah?) after a while, oskar n ashley went class.. so me n max stayed playin the piano... after a while.. care bear came... then play sommore... chit chat abit... i was there for almost 2 hours again!! wow... lol?! bleh... then ah... i think nth much liao guaaaa...... onli the pics laa....

here it is... all taken on the... emo pink day... at Free n Easy.. some pics onli la... and other random pics... haha.. enjoy

let me hear u SCREAM!!!

or do u wanna listen to my emo music?? hmmm...

wth am i thinking ? ? ? ?

oh yea!! one more thing i forgot!!! VERY IMPORTANT!!! ahahaa... i went to KLCC on monday with kevin and his frens... (jia wen, rachel and andrew) went there to buy tickets for Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra... woots!! its on 20th Dec, on LOTR!!! woohoo!! first time goin... have to wear formal sommore... lol... @.@ anyway, here are the pics again.. the ticket.. lol Box B, Seat 5!RM15 onli u know!!! so goooddddddd!!!~~ wwwwwweeeeeeeeee~~!!

ticket on the MPO book...

see see.. student ticket.. RM15... normal price is RM 60 and above!!

bwahaha!! LOTR SYMPHONY!!!

Music All Around~

MUSIC!!! music is all around.... i could hv said this like a tons of times... i am one gal who jz really really love music.. actually, maybe i do, maybe i dont.. there are probably ppl who are more crazy in love with music than me... bt... watever la... ahahaha....

i jz suddenly came to think.. when my fren mentioned 12 different remix of 1 song...thats like.. omg??... im wondering... are those 12 different songs really different??? imagine... how many songs are there in the world.. one artist have dozens and hundreds of songs.... and the amount of artist!! and 2 artist coming together to make MORE songs!! so.. are the songs really different?? the number of ideas! melodies! rhythm!! its just absolutely amazing aint it??

so everytime i write a song... i hv to be EXTRA careful... wat if one day my songs DO come out... and it sounds like another song... its just... i dunno... it doesnt seem nice!! each time a melody pops into mind, i hv to recall... did i get this from some other song?? is it purely my own idea??

but maybe... it doesnt matter much also does it?? i mean... ppl are singing other ppl's songs... wats tat for? to rebuild it? to steal it?? gehh... all these questions in my head... well at least its better than other questions rite???

eg 1. wat is my life for?
eg 2. do i need a bf?
eg 3. am i always envious of ppl around me?

now aint that interesting... well too bad... i cant answer them... lol!!~ no one can.... its just questions that has MANY answers.. MANY possibilities... weird huh... from loving music, to questioning music, to questions of life...

COMPLICATION!!! is the word... where u stand still on a moving platform...encircling u with mirrors... round n round they go.... dizzy!! well... that wat is it... just have to face the fact and move on... ignore the mirrors, ignore the moving platform... just head on as usual... face a block?? well... just go back, around it, or bash thru it... lol.....

guess tats it for now.... i've said enuf... heh... tata~

Luv Linz

Don't Say

hmm... im really really bored... ahahah... looks like my blog, is not like many others... so far i've seen most are quite creative and in depth... they really talk bout feelings and thinkings... so wat is mine?? i dunno... jz random random things... hahhahaa... well... again im gonna put my lyrics.. this song is the very first song i wrote, and i wrote it together with my best fren jullie~ so here it is!~ enjoy... hahahaha... =p

Don’t Say

Do you think
That I would leave
Do you know
That I loved you

I stayed with you
Though it hurts
Real bad inside

But ever since
You left me here (hanging)
Do you think that I would ever miss you
Do you think that I would cry

Now I know
What I should do
Forget about you
And live my own life

Get out of my way
Get out of my way
Don’t say that you’re sorry
Cause I wont care

Did you feel
The love I felt
Or was it all
Just a lie

You broke my heart
In two ( in two)
And a thousand times again

But ever since
You went away (running)
Do you think that I would look for you
Do you think that I would die
Now I know
What I should do
Forget about you
And live my own life

Get out of my way (get out, get out)
Get out of my life
Don’t say that you need me
Cause I wont be there

And I
Believed in you all of this time
The promises you gave were all lies

Get out of my way
(Now you know what to do)
Get out of my life
(Go, go)
Leave me out of the picture(leave me)

Don’t say you’re sorry
Don’t say that you need me
Don’t say come back baby

Cause I wont (I wont)
I don’t care (not for you)
I wont be there (No, no)

So don’t say…


hmm... wanna know wat im really thinking now?? most matters i think of now is relationships.. yes, its kinda sad... i know.. but.. i guess this is something that changed drastically since after high school... things in college is way more confusing... the people... the faces... the characthers... everyone seems to be nice, but they could just be wearing mask... (sry everyone bt no offence.. im kinda exagerating here.. ahaha)

after time goes by... everything starts going upside down... topsy turvy... or sth like tat.. urgh!! i dunno wat im saying... im jz blabbing here... bt still, after all this.... friends are still friends.. guys n gals, im not saying that u all are like tat.. but im actually just pointing this out to one person... maybe it was my own fault that i didnt know how to look properly and think...

so hence.. i learned my lesson... nvr do this again.. since i nvr believed that relationships at this moment would work, im not letting myself into one until i do... so pls, help me k?? whenever i fall stupidly again.. pick me up before i start sliding and lose myself...

so ppl.. DONT SAY i nvr told u... ahahaha.. ok i tot i would say sth that connects the song.. bt i guess it doesnt... =p hmm... well, i guess thats all... i've said enough for now... till the next time!!~

Luv Linz

Jz some random stuff...

Hey everyone!~ its me again... well, who else? guess nothing much really happened... or i just forgot bout it... the most recent one i guess is my sis 21st bday celeb... which was last nite... ahaha...

had a whole lot of ppl in the house... about 80... wow isint it? had some of my own frens over... the most interesting thing was... some of my sisters frens mistaken me for her.... one guy even gave me the present... @.@ omg la... do i look old or my sis look young or we just really really look alike?? o_o anyway... besides that, near the end of the party... was playing piano with kev... tryin to accomplish the 4 hand duet from Secret (jay chou movie) ahahaha.. tat was kinda funny.. and we were playin all kinds of stuff on the piano...

so......... thats that... the other thing i wanna put here for today is my lyrics... been writting quite alot... bt nvr finishing it... sad aint it?? ahaha... so here they are... hope u enjoy... got no recordings tho.. maybe another time la... akaka... so thats it!!~ CYA!!

1. Waiting

I'm just waiting
waiting for the moment
when u'll take my hand
and say you love me

Im still waiting
waiting for the moment
when u'll hold me tight
and make the time stop...

just for the two of us...

2. I'd Live

Im standing inside my heart
im going crazy.. oh yeah~
im all alone in this world
but nothings here to break me down

i cant be lost without u
coz its the way things are...

i'd live
(baby dont pretend, that u are all i need)
coz i'd live
(a life without the one, that u will nvr let go)
and i'd live
(tgt with my frens and my family)
coz i'd live~

too bad that u couldnt be
be the man i need to be with
guess u're not the one

*both songs are not finished... this 2 songs are of bout 16 songs i hv.. ahaha... hope i can one day finish them all and compose the song properly!!~ dreams....*

Luv Linz