lets see.. been awhile since i posted... and im supposed to have loads of things to say right? well actually... at the moment, im feeling kinda down... i just dont know why.. again as usual... (being blue without a proper reason)
well... im to actually talk bout the past events like the outing to KLCC for the LOTR concert thingy... it was wonderful actually... really great... (dun feel good enuf to express everything) so yea... it was great...
then my bday pt... it was nt bad too... had some friends over...bbq... few didnt turn up... one friend stayed till bout 3sth n my dad gt frustrated or sth... erm.... presents... cake... bla bla bla... no mood la sry....
seems like.. i blog mostly when im feeling down/emo... am i right? or just downright bored... so im a mix of that now, down and bored...
first week back at college and things were.... crazy? had to organize the team building event in about 1 week.... so yea, it was stressful... but once the event was done and over... i think it was actually quite worth the stress... we all had fun... we're probably a whole lot closer...
talking bout closeness... i dunno... who am i really close to?? i see ppl, having friends from primary school.. heck some of them from kindie... as for me? i didnt go to kindi long enough to remember friends from there.. primary school frens = some secondary school friends, but its not like im really THAT close with them... my best fren, well we're still close but i guess not as close since we dont see each other everyday bein side by side.... college... well yea, we're one bunch of close friends/family but... i dunno... i cant seem to be satisfied.. its like i need someone... that is almost purely to call mine... or u know.. things like tat... then in comes online friends... coz u know some of them, u dont know their friends, they dont know ur friends... we only talk bout... mostly things bout ourselves... so its like... well, onli us... and since we're not connected in other ways... its easier to talk to one another... (well thats for me anyway)
i know its kinda weird or maybe stupid... i dunno.... i went into an online relationship, i managed to cry becoz of an online friend.... i felt miserable when i lost contact with another friend... and still misses him dearly... i feel very very connected to my friends online... melvin, keat, eric... each and everyone one of them is a part of my life in different ways...
bah... i guess i should stop? dun wanna be too emo... i actually promised another online fren that i shall not be too emo... and that he should remind me everytime im emo that im not to be like this... CELINE IS MISS BUBBLY!!! dun be down....... chill!!~~ smileee!!~~ =)
thats all for tonite... cya...
Luv Linz~
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