The end to a new beginning...

hmm... i dunno how to put this post... but all i can say is... well, a quote actually..

" dont cry because its over, be glad because it happened"

hmmm, sadly to say (or oddly).. i did not cry because its over.. its my decision, and im sry that i made it.. but i had no other choice... i'd rather hv it ended early hurting less, then prolong (how to spell?) it, end it then, and hurt worse.. way worse... but i guess you could not take it that way either... so.. i dunno, u said it was my decision.. so here it is then?

at first i took it easily.. well, it was my choice so i guess it didnt hurt me as much as it hurt u... but of course it still hurts... but, once i saw the message change, then again, and again... i could not take in the one message i saw... and i say this... dont let emotions take over your thoughts...

"control ur emotions, not let your emotions control u"

not sure if tat is a proper quote by someone famous, but i got it from my previous Positive Psychology class, thnx to gerina.. ahaha... so now, im controlling my emotions.. u shall see me as Ms. Bubbly Celine, not the emo gal.. blekz!~

Luv Linz~

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LIFE

Life!~ what is it? its a roller coaster... it can be enjoyable, frightening, or a thrill!!~ roller coasters can be either long or short depending how much time is put into it... roller coasters... goes up and goes down.. some parts will be dull... where things is straight forward, and all of a sudden.. it ZOOMS down without notice.. and it takes so much effort, so much time to go up.. when in the end, it'll go down again..

my life now... is a roller coaster that is really dizzy... it goes up and down all the time... these few days, maybe 2 weeks... things have been going down more... (am i going underground yet?) sadly to say... i shall only post my feelings here... dont ask me what happen... and to those who know what happen... dun bother, i should be fine... (i think) the pace now... is... smooth, but with alot of turns... @.@ its making me go crazy!!~

urgh.. enuf of roller coasters.. i think im getting sick!! lalala... hmm... as a song writer... okok not song writer.. as someone who writes lyrics, for my own... i think it could be said that personal feelings will help you write the song better... its the... inspiration.. i also find that, when being in a bad, sad, down, blue mood... its easier to pour the feelings out to the lyrics...as my fren said,

"why all your songs so emo one la??!"

sorry loh.... i normally onli write songs when im sad.... not much happy songs sry... =/ another problem is, the emo mood onli comes at a certain moment in time right? and soon it'll fade away.. hence, i dont finish my songs.. @.@ coz cant finish in time before my mood is right again.. akaka..

blargh.. getting boring la... lets wrap this up... end of sem coming soon = final exam coming... so fast!!! omg!! seems like just yesterday i was walking into UCSI as a freshie going for orientation... bleh.. I WAN GO WATCH MOVIES!!!! wahhaa... so random.. wat to do? im too bored.. maybe next time i'll post my lyrics up here instead... wahaha, tats all for now...

Luv Linz~

1 down, 3 more to go...

AHAH!! 1 presentation of mine is done... moral studies presentation on War, Peace and Terrorism...

night b4, i slept at 12 sth, doing last minute addition in the powerpoint presentation... woke up around 6 20, got ready, and headed on to college... reach there... did preperations, (while freaking out a lil), started introduction, (still freaking out), ahahaha... i guess... i did ok la? read from the slides, and explained... bla bla bla.. at the end of it, Q&A time, erhhhh... i couldnt answer much.. haha.. group members did the answering oso.. now now... time for the BEST part... hehe.. my lecturer liked it!! woo hoo!! hahaa... and she told me and some friends of mine, that someone said our presentation was the best so far... WAHAHAH!! *JUMPS FOR JOY*

after class... it was time to go block a... and it was RAININ HEAVILY!! omg... walk there... with umbrella... but my jeans and feet were swimming in the rain water... it was time to do The HIVE~ yea... hahaha.. it was kinda weird.. maybe? or maybe not.. but i was not nervous bout it... i was more nervous bout the presentation than my performance.. had last minute prob with wire, than i started at a wrong key so... it was a lil too high than normal.. im not exactly sure how it sounded like... hope it was ok actually...

if u're wondering... pics will come later... i know i know.. boring rite my blog?? so plain... wait la.. i shall get the pics from my friends and all... edit later la!!! ahahahah.. well, guess thats it? want more stuff come talk to me la.. dont be anti-social and just read... lol



HIVE pic

Moral Group pic (missing 2 ppl)
ps. still hvnt get other pics la... hahaha =p

Luv Linz~

Settling Down Finally?

alrite... so two of my folio assignments are done... WOOHOO!! but i still hv the power points and presentations to do.. so... good luck to me myself and i, and of course every other ppl who is suffering with their assignments too la... dont worry... u're not alone!!

hahaha... due to lack of slp the days b4, i fell sick oso... haha... also got a lil cough.. bla bla bla... wats interesting is, i'll be performing at The Hive in UCSI on 16th July... dont forget to come ya?? kakaka.. i'll be singing... as usual... and the other thing is that im hvin my presentation on that day.. so i'll be wearing formal in the morning... n changing after that for performance... i hope i dont lose my voice then.. @.@ it'll be all ruined...

errrhhhhh..... ooo.. i got my old com back... hence, all my songs, all my pictures, and all my emoticons on msn!!!! ahahaha!!!! rofl... mmm... wat else do ppl talk on blogs?? i see my frens blogs all so interesting/funny/something to read about!! blekz.. here is the boring linz, signing off..

luv linz~

A new blog, new look, new life?

Due to the many comments bout me using xanga instead of blogspot led me to... well, using blogspot here... or blogger... or watever it is.. soo... here i am now... forget bout the old blog, and see my new life.... many of the post in the other blog can be now flushed away as there are things that i would never want to remember again...
So here it is then, a new blog... with of course a new look, annnnndddddd showing my new life... history of my previous life shall not be mentioned here and each post shall not be of any past happening... (im just twisting all the words around.... )

bla bla bla... this and that... et cetera, et cetera, et cetera... its 12 20am and i've been doing my assignments while being half asleep... soo... even if there is anything to say... i cant think of it right now... besides the "new blog, new look, new life" *drum rolls*..... *rolls eyes*

im just boring you aint i? im always giving this reason isnt it? my life is boring... there's nothing fun going on in my life... nyek nyek nyek... i guess i just dont know how to make it a tad bit more interesting in words.... or explanation... or to just tell u.. o_o

all righto... i guess that's enough for the FIRST post... in my NEW blog... that has a NEW look... with whats goin on in my NEW life.... =/ lame stuff aint it??? ahahah!!!

this is linz signing off~

~luv linz... xoxo~