Holidays....

So yea, after that loooonngggg break.. time to update blog again...

*cleans spider webs*

Its the start of december.. and hols seem like its just beggining for me... (i think). before this, i was working for 10 days... If you know me well enough, or rather.. if u at least sorta know me and i had to speak chinese... u would know that i am in fact.. a BANANA... (chinese who don't know how to speak chinese) so linking this to my work... lemme introduce to you, what i did for that 10 kinda difficult days...

I WORKED AS A PROMOTER AT THE World CHINESE Book Fair.

lul... so imagine the hard time i had to go through trying to promote in chinese, answer in chinese, and all that stuff... and did i get my chinese improved?? the answer is............. I DONT THINK SO!

so......any good stuff from the work experience? oh yes... friends maybe? kinda... and few days of looooooooooooookkiinnggg at this good looking guy working opposite my booth... i have to say... guys in suits, look DAMN good.. and that guy just has something in him.. he's just so... hmm... "yau yeng" ada style... hahahaaa....

well, when i first thought of writing this blog entry i tot i was gonna describe him sooo much.. but i cant seem to do that... lost my mood...

arghhhhhhh... i feel so lost sometimes... again im feeling this emoness but have no proper leadings of wat its caused by... (maybe its just pms) oh i dont know... i doubt it..

SOoooooooooooooooooo.... holidays are just beggining... why? coz im just starting to go out... weee?? oh yeh happy... i got a jacket suitable for dresses!~ and formal wear.... no more bulky kinda jackets for dresses.. ehh... got a new haircut? sorta.... arghh.. NO MOOD ANYWAYS

so ciao, goodnite, bla bla bla....

(dissapointing update, lazy to put in colours)

Luv Linz

Random facts bout me...

1. I like empty trains and roads....

Explanation according to my own perception:

Trains and roads are busy with people going here and there.. Moving on with their lives... There, i see people walk in and out the train, up and down the road... So when i like it empty... means, I don't like people walking around me in my life... as in... cant u just stay put?? *get my meaning*? anyways... its just ermm... random crap... =D

2. I like change....

I have this weird want of changing stuff... For example is when im sleeping.. i can never sleep in one position... no, thats not it... changin position meaning i can first sleep with my head on one end, and maybe another day i'll sleep at the other end. and also, if my sis aint around, i like sleepin on her bed instead of mine.....

So, lol... what is this? should i think about it negatively? I can never stay the same? or rather.. i can never stay in one spot.... maybe i jump friends? boyfriends? houses... jobs.... i hope im not interpreting my life as it is... coz it scares me.. it really does....

3. I hate getting only my feet wet.

Yes, i hate that... I'd rather get fully drenched instead of just my feet.... Walk in rain? PLEASE!! rain all over me instead of just soaking my feet.. i hate it...

Lets see.. how should i explain this... i dont like things done half heartedly? (seriously crapping here) JUST GET IT OVER WITH!! dun dilly dally... or how to spell it.. watever... =)

p.s : dont take all this seriously.

anyways... i'll leave some other updates for another day...

to be continued..... (Life during Hols)



Luv Linz

Update Time

*tick tock*

time has passed quite alot... while things stayed still here....

so updates... lesseee......... Charity Concert 2009... was .... fine i guess?? ahha... turn up wasnt that good... performances were great! urgh.. i dunno... nothing much to say...

(maybe coz my mind not focusing on it)

so where is my mind wondering to??

everywhere maybe...

nowhere....

Okok, so this may not really be updates huh??

i feel the need of saying something out...

but i could never ever do that here..

its the state of bliss u think u're dreaming

its the happiness inside that u're feeling

its so beautiful it makes u wanna cry

*avril*

pardon the random lyrics... hahaha...

ah fine... time to open up... i cant hide it forever... and my dear blog readers probably ought to know bout the blog update huh?

The pipes has burst one too many times.

When is the plumber gonna come?

maybe i'll just stop here... get u all curious...

(and so i can write more next time)

au revoir!~

-Luv Linz-

Attention!!~

Hey all!! (tho i dunno who is the all.. and kinda few ppl i guess..)

anyway.. for those who did not know... there's gonna be a charity concert coming up next week!! so plssssssssssssssss do come for it yea?! come support SSLA, come support UCSI, most of all.. come support me!!!

here are
more details...

UCSI Charity Concert 2009. Stomp! make a difference!
Venue : UCSI University(south wing) multi purpose hall... (taman connought... )
Time : 7 30pm - 20 30pm
Date : 24th July (next friday)
Ticket price : rm10

Performances by~!
(by many many ppl la... wakakaka!! )

you can either get tickets from me, or if u're a UCSI student, tix will be sold from next week in the lobby, or even get it on the day itself!

so pls do come and join the fun!! rmb!! the money goes to CHARITY!! so do ur thing ppl....


Luv Linz~

STRESS?!!

wuahahaa... its the time again when things are going slightly crazy for me... and sadly to say.. yes it might be my fault for not doing the assignments maybe slightly earlier... =(

THINGS TO DO.
1. Expository Writing (individual assignment) Done

2. Expository Writing (group assignment) Done

3. Intro to Advert (radio ad) Done

4. Intro to Advert (final assignment)
due: not too sure oso...
status : HAVENT START OSO! omg.......... die loh

5. Intro to Mass Comm (group assignment) Done

6. Intro to Mass Comm (quiz) Done

7. Film Studies (mid term) Done

8. Film Studies (story board)
due : 24th July
status : processing....
9. Study Skills (literature review) DONE

10. Study Skills (group assignment)
due : forgot...
status : on the way i guess.... sigh

11. UCSI CHARITY CONCERT
due: 24th July
status : i hv no idea.. lol! at least i got my performers...



so waddya think?? im screwed rite! ahahhaa.... i bet some ppl are gonna start yelling at me... =x
OKOK!! back to work loh......... sighhhhhhhhh...........................


toodles..

Luv Linz

A Lovely Day

right, as u see title... i had a very VERY lovely day~

*shows a sweet smile n curtsey*

hell not... =.="

lets see... it all started with me being moody

then i got hurt unintentionally....

then like most gals, i kept thinking alot....

usually sleep cures the emoness...

but i guess not for today....

i felt like i just ran into a wall thinkin it was arms to hold me...

wat used to be sweet thougths turned bitter...

something eventually fell after a very long time...

bad luck till salt spilled over me and to my leg... yucks..

wonder how my day shall end then...?

~Luv Linz~

Thoughts in my head....

blankness.....




























i'm invisible....




















having fun?













Luv Linz =p

Feelings I just Can't Take

Dear Random Readers...

wondering why i keep posting up all my lyrics? cause i want the fame? cause i want the fortune when someone comes for me?

NAH! im just too bored....

i dont know if this is to persuade u all or to myself (shouldnt be me), but i write only cause i have to spill my feelings, emotions and thoughts out... i dont want records, i dont want to HAVE to write lyrics.. but only WHEN i want to...

so... to a certain someone out there... (tho he doesnt read this) plssssss dont ask me to sing for you in ur album and do recordings and ask me to write songs...(ok the last one is bout another person)

anyways... here's another song... wrote this in 2007... enjoy? lol.. =)

Feelings I Can't Take.

I just wanna see you
But at the same time
Just wanna hate you

Just wanna be with you
Want you out of my mind
These feelings that I just cant take

Back in the old days
Bout five years back in time
Cherished every moment
The time we spent together

Every memory
Filled with laughter
All the sad tears
That I cried

These happy fluttered feelings
Hate burning inside
What would I really want now?

I just wanna see you
But at the same time
Just wanna hate you

Just wanna be with you
Want you out of my mind
These feelings that I just cant take

On to a new page
The story that we had
Invisible to each other
I wanna get up and scream

I just wanna see you
But at the same
Just wanna hate you

Just wanna be with
Want you out of my mind
These feelings that I just cant take


Miss you like crazy
Dont wanna know you
What is this feeling
These feelings that I just cant take

^-^
-Luv Linz-

I'll Be There

ok, before i post this up..sry, but i should first say... these are my original lyrics... to ppl out there reading this...

1. no worries... im feeling fine
2. most are older lyrics...
3. enjoy.. =p


I'll Be There

When the sky is grey
And you’re feeling down
Just turn the corner
And I will be there

Put your head up high
Turn that frown up side down
Cause I’ll be there for you

So no matter what the worries
That troubles your heart
Talk to me

For shoulders to cry on
Or arms to fall into
Just call out my name

Like an angel
Up in the sky
Shining down on you

There to catch you
Whenever you fall
I’ll be your Northern star

Wherever you go
And whatever you do
Don’t be afraid
Cause I will be there

Just remember my name
When you’re in the dark
And I’ll be there for you

So no matter what confusions
And sadness that comes by
Talk to me

For shoulders to cry on
Or arms to fall into
Just call out my name

Like an angel
Up in the sky
Shining down on you

There to catch you
Whenever you fall
I’ll be your Northern star

Like an angel
Up in the sky
Shining down on you

There to catch you
Whenever you fall
I’ll be your Northern star


^-^
-Luv Linz-

I Won't Regret (Losing You)

I wont sing no love songs
And I wont be standing here with a broken heart
I wont say forgive me
And i wont be crying, all night long

So hey,
Listen to me
As i say
I'm happier than ever before

You dont have to ask me why
But i wont regret losing you

Though the times were good
But do you think that i couldnt see the mask that u wear
Now that its over i have to look back
And wonder why i'd never see

That you
Were not meant for me
And that I
Have wasted my time on you

You dont have to ask me why
But i wont regret...

Livin my life
Without you here
Cut your act
I'm pushing you away

So hey,
Listen to me
As i say
I'm happier than ever before

You dont have to ask me why
But i wont regret

That you
Were not meant for me
And that I
Have wasted my time on you

You dont have to ask me
You dont have to ask me why

But i wont regret losing you...



^-^
-Luv Linz-

Semi Finals done... Finals coming?

heyyyy... time to blog again~ well just a lil... haha.. anyways, for those who might not know, i joined UCSI's Got Talent... and managed to get to the semi finals... bla bla n bla...

here's my performance... check it out~ and then vote for me... xD


http://ucsi.edu.my/misc/talent.asp

thats one of my original song... and.. here's my other...


this was done for an assignment... so it's thnx alot to my group members~!! haha...


oh and im tryin to do something new... i noticed (my fren noticed too) that i write too many sad love songs and such.. so what i want to do now is, with ur help.. write something different!!

just drop a comment, or at the cbox.. a random word or sentence... then i'll try forcing myself to write something with it... oh and relevant words pls.. no f*** and b**** ... xD

~Luv Linz~

Randoom

Wanna know wat im afraid of? here are some of the things i fear....

Promoting/club booths in college
+
breakfast
+
lunch
+
dinner
+
fast communication
+
guys
+
relationship
=
FEAR!!!

ok thank u very much.... if u want more explanation, u hv to get it from me... i will not explain it to everyone...

-Luv Linz-

October 31st.

October the 31st.
“Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me…” I sang all alone. Today is the 31st of October, it is my 21st birthday. Every year I would be here alone to sing this song. Life was hard for me since the very beginning; all because of this cursed yet blessed date.

I could never decide whether I’m happy or sad about where I am. Far away from home back in Auvriel town, I feel both lonely and calm here. No kids to taunt me or throw stones at me, not a single person who knows of my existence. My name is Octavia, and I’m here to tell you a story of my life as it strikes midnight on October the 31st.

Bending down with a stick, I drew a cake I would never have in the sand, with not a single soul to be seen and the winds howling. The night seems different than any other here in Louvien Beach; the moon seems to be hidden. A sudden flash of lightning revealed a huge number of ravens. I stood up carefully, suspicious of the ravens encircling over me. Squinting at the black birds, I was taken aback to see they’d somehow seem to become a huge mass of darkness.

“I’m imagining this right?” I asked myself still looking at the blackness. The sound of the birds cawing then went louder and louder till my ears hurt, when I then realized the mass of blackness was coming after me. I screamed and stumbled onto the ground as the blackness then engulfed me. Everything was then black. I was out cold.

“What are we to do with her? She has an odd smell, not to mention a weird aura” someone whispered as I gained consciousness. At that time I dared not open my eyes yet.

“Well don’t look at me, I say we tie her up in a bag and leave her to rot, she smells of trouble” another voice whispered. With that I let out a yelp and tried to run. Leaving the two voices behind astounded, I ran for the only light I could see. Just as I reached it, a large shadow blocked my way and I fell once again on my bottoms.

Now where do you think you’re going my little pretty? It is unwise to walk or should I say run from your master.” The shadow said. He then stepped out of the light to reveal himself. I let out a gasp to see that the man or monster had horns and a tail that resembles very much of Satan to me.

“I’m offering you a home here. It is destined that you stay here and serve me as a lesser devil ever since you were born. You can’t run from faith my dear, for those who are born on my day shall be mine to obtain.” He said with an evil grin. He then tried to catch hold of me but my adrenaline was running high enough that I was gone for good. With my back on them, I heard the greater devil yelling at his minions to chase after me. I ran as much as I could until I felt a sharp pain, tripped and fell yet again but on my front this time. I cursed and prayed at the same time that the minions weren’t behind me. Luckily enough, they were nowhere to be seen.

“I really have the ability to fall a lot today don’t I?” I mumbled to myself with a nervous laugh. Something glittering then caught my attention as I examined my surroundings. I got up cautiously and headed towards it. It was a feather. Knowing that nothing could get any worse, I poked at the feather with a finger. It was bigger than any other I’ve ever seen. Picking it up gently, I held it closer to me. Feeling a tug at where my hands met the feather, I then thought to myself again. “Oh boy, another trip to somewhere else?” and I was then thrown into a vortex and appeared at a very bright place. Hardly able to see, I felt my wrist being tied up behind my back. I struggled blindly and was forced to walk with a push at my back. Once I could see better, I was sure I could not run again this time. I was walking on clouds.

Was I dreaming? I’m entirely sure I wasn’t. Around me were people. The most beautiful people to be found and they all had fluffy white wings. Little children were held by their parents with a look on their face. Everyone was avoiding me like I had an infectious disease.

A voice then rang over head, ordering for me to be put under tight security. And by golly, am I under captive or am I being treated? There in the cell, sitting so gorgeously was a man who had black wings. I hadn’t even notice when the guards locked up and walked away.

Every millisecond I stood there, I gazed at him. Hair of gold and tanned skin, he looked up at me and I felt myself turning as red as a tomato. He gave me a small smile and walked towards me. I held my breath as he came so close that I could hear his heart beating. His eyes glittered like stars and then swooped in to steal a kiss from me.

“The name’s Devon.” he said as he broke the kiss. I felt my knees buckled and dropped to the ground. His hands then encircled me and carried me firmly and gently towards the only soft surface in the cell. I felt safe in those strong arms of his and wished never to part with him

Though we’ve only met, I could see that we would spend the rest of our lives together. Just as I was to introduce myself, the guards then came back. Unlocking the doors, they grabbed both me and Devon out. Making us kneel in front of what seemed the court, everyone else around stood to greet their ruler. Giving us a scan through, he looked like something clicked inside his head.

I see that you are unique for your own kind. Yes, you are in fact a devil by birth. But you are far different. Like your new friend Devon, you are an outcast of your kind. I hereby give you the title of ‘angelic devil’. Though I am sorry to say, neither of you can stay here, nor to the under realms. All I can do is send both of you to once where you came from; the human world.” Just as he finished, the world went blurred.

There I was, back in Louvien Beach. Everything felt just the same. This time around, I was not lonely anymore. Beside me sat the most wonderful being, Devon, the man who I would spend the rest of my life with. Forbidden from both heaven and hell, we, the angelic devil and demonic angel lived a life where we’ll never know what’s coming next.

The End

-may to be continued-

-Luv Linz-

Story Telling Time

Hey y'all!!~

Before i start talking bout my big news, i'd like to mention some cute, funny, weird.... stuff... lol!~

anyways, sitting in the train, i always recall what my lecturer said... go observe the ppl around you... you may notice their behaviour and body language and such...

that day, i saw this guy... listenin to his music... with a dull, blank facial expression... and shaking his head to the song like dancing in an indian film!! it was quite hilarious that it was hard for me to stop smiling to myself...

another situation was, driving on the way to UCSI, my dad suddenly slowed down... lookin up front, i saw a motorbike toppled over.. 2 cars at the side of the road, and a guy from the other side of the road walkin towards the bike.. i was like.... did he fall?? or did he get banged?! if he got banged, why did the cars just move on?!!... if he fell... HOW did he fall so far from his bike!!!~
@.@ my goodness....

now... BACK TO THE MAIN POINT!!~
I GOT PASS THE AUDITIONS~! wuahahaha!!... out of around 30+ candidates... i was one of the lucky 15 contestants to go for the semi finals... YAY!!
oh btw, this is UCSI's Got Talent thingy... so yea... IM HAPPY!!~~~ its the chance i get to perform my ORIGINAL SONGS... up on STAGE!! and if i get into the finalist, im going to PROM! yes, PROM!!!!!!!!~~~~ mmmmmuuuuuuuuaaaahahahhahahaaa... *cough cough*

ok ok.. tats enuf for now... i need to get back to my short story for film studies... here's a sneak peek of it... i'll probably post the whole story up here later on...

toodles!~
Luv Linz

October 31st.

“Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me…” I sang all alone. Today is the 31st of October, it is my 18th birthday. Every year I would be here alone to sing this song. Life was hard for me since the very beginning; all because of this cursed yet blessed date.


I could never decide whether I’m happy or sad about where I am. Far away from my home back in (town name), I feel both lonely and calm here. No other kids to taunt me or throw stones at me, no family to look at me in an awkward way. My name is Octavia, and I’m here to tell you a story of my life as the clock strike twelve a.m. on October 31st.


-to be continued-

Expository Writting...

To follow what my lecturer has sort of instructed us to do... i am going to take some time off and just write whatever comes to mind... and i was thinking... *well she did mention we could do it in the blog* well, hey! why not do it in the blog... so i could at least keep it updated and running....

so yea.. wat i hv to do is to... take bout 5-10 minutes just the write anything that comes to mind... may it be random thoughts? politics? or just back to my life...

well... wats in my mind now is actually... songs... if you read this blog = you should know me = you know i absolutely love music... and.. i write my own songs/lyrics... here's my really... latest latest.... but its just a small draft... a little idea up in my head tats all...

Now i wonder
Whats the point of this fight
I really did believe that
We could always make things right...

and you know wat? maybe i should always post up new lyrics that just pops into mind each time i update... keeps my ideas flowing, and when i read back.. TADA!! more inspiration.. just like Ms.Lilian said... hehe...

anyways... so today i went to the student council to submit my form for the UCSI's Got Talent thing... and then suddenly.. poof.. came another guy (a freshie that was in my group) and we started chatting... well, kinda... i asked him..
so you joining the competition too huh?
yea.. he said
so watcha doing?
wanted to do sth with my guitar bt wouldnt be allowed so im just gonna sing...
oic.. thats great....
(conversation is nt perfect.. i cant rmb.. doh)

and then... i was just a WEE bit stunned... oh dear!! someone's gonna sing with the guitar too... and now im feeling... nervous... can i really do it? would i even be able to go to the finals in prom... heck can i even finish my song in time for prom?? or should i just sing another song??

well... i dont know... i think i should get back to the ppl in msn... haha... did i write/type continuously for bout 5 mins?? hope i did... and u know what... i think this is a very good thing to do... well, following Ms.Lilian idea that is...

*and the mind goes on pondering on randomness*

Luv Linz

Sugar.....

*drools*

lets play a game b4 i continue.... everything that's left blank like this >> _ , is to be known as the letter m... bcoz my keyboard is not working very efficiently... =/ thnk u... and enjoy....

so ok, back to the _ain topic... SUGAR!! i a_ certainly on a sugar frenzy.... its funny tho, i a_ nt depressed or anything... i just need/want sugar... xD

_ay it be cake....

or sweets....

or chocolate....

or plain/pure sugar!!! wahahaha.... =3

it so_ehow started off when i was lookin for a drink to buy while out shoppin with _y fa_ily... i looked at the drinks... h____ ... winter _elon... ok, i want tat... i took one brand, asked _y bro to take the other.... and then co_pared... 100_l of this can contains XX gra_s of sugar... the other contains _ORE.... so i took tat....

ever since then... sugar sugar all the way... _e and _y frens went to Secret Recipe to celeb lee lings belated bday... and wat can u find there? sugar!! cake!! chocollattteee....@.@

i had a chocolate indulgence cake... and a cup of oreo _ilkshake.... i even took so_e of kangs whipped crea_ which he didnt take.... waste of sugar!! o_g!!!~~~

anyone care to interpret wats up with _e?? ahaha... leave a co__ent... xD

sigh, anyway... kinda tired now.. so, i think... i'll just end the sugar thing.... tho it is still sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good.... yu______ @.@ *drools _ore*

Sweetest Sugary Drea_s to everyone out there... =D

~Luv Linz~

3 words...

I love you? .... nope....

I hate you?? .... again nope.....

Just spill it?? ... yea i did tat...

And now what?? ... oh crap i dont know....

What's the words?? .... u really wanna know?...

Sure why not?? ..... lol... alright, if you say so.....

The words are.......


What.....


The.....


Hell....
(f***) is wat i wanted to say.... but i wanna express it REALLL good... and i dun wanna spoil my blog with the word f*** spelling out there nicely... so i'll just replace it with hell....


goodness... somebody.... kill me pls!!!



Luv Linz... =.= ._. x.x T_T

The Come Back...

yes ppl... its the come back of the freaky invisible quadrouplet.... where 4 personalities come together to create a crazy conversation...

u might think its funny...

i think its torture....

Celine: sigh... im so hungry... im so slpy... and there's just alot of things goin on in my head...

Jessica: Oh, how about your orientation g-....

Janice: *gasp* Jess! Don't!! shhh....

Celine : =) its ok janice... i think im all over him... he can be just a fragment of memory now... ahaha... he has a gf now, so yea... lets forget bout it...

Jennifer: Then one after another they come... All to leave footprints and pieces of thoughts...

Jessica: Come on, get a grip on yourself girl!! Why are you complaining so much??

Celine: BECAUSE!! i am human after all.... a very confused one at that... and one who cant be satisfied... always complaining no matter where i stand...

Janice: Well I guess the grass is greener on the other side...

Jennifer: No one can be perfect... The same goes to places... (or grass as we put it) Once you step on to another world.. There's surely a place that you think is better..

Celine: sigh... i cant think straight now... what hv i done to deserve all this?? why do i complain bout everything?? what do i seriously want....

Jessica: I hate you, do you know that? Because of you being so.... emotional... Even we sisters are getting the blues from you... I have no idea how to boost you up anymore...

ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...... shit..... sigh... can i throw the keyboard out the window?? damn it..... T_T get out of my damn head!!!

...was my past a blessing or a curse...

...go figure...

~Luv Linz~

Valentines Day....

Yea, its the day u either love it, hate it or cant be bothered bout it... why?

Love it.
1. u share time with ur partner tats extra special... (somehow)
2. u share gifts (its like christmas)
3. its just love all over....

Hate it.
1. u DONT share time with ur partner (coz u dont hv one)
2. u share gifts (hence u hv to spend maybe lots of money)
3. its just love all over... ( and again u dont hv one to share it with)

Cant be bothered?
1. it just says it all doesnt it?
2. who cares rite? its just another day
3. then why the hell am i being all moody bout it?!


._. ok, slight emoness taking me over... PAUSE!! REWIND BUTTON!!!
i should be Miss Bubbly rite?? so cheer up?!
gosh.. im now REALLY talking to myself... not jessica, not janice and other weird sisters....

hey, i just wondered... when i was deciding wat colour font to put for love and hate... both comes to red.... red for love... red for anger..... hatred... burning flame.... (sry it just came out like tat)

anyway... huh... that totally blew me off to bein emo again... like wth?! erhhhh....
sigh.... wats the point of being like this... im feeling so sucky bt at the same time im cheerin myself up... wonders..... funny isnt it?? =)


well... the more i write.. its all gonna be like this... just sad and happy and down and encouraging and... oh well....

Luv Linz

KISS ME!

Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 3 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!-

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Whatever They Say by DBSK~! (its not up to me to say how i am?)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Unbreak My Heart by Toni Braxton~! (i hv a broken heart to be unbroken)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
You Raise Me Up by Lena Park (someone who raises me up? wats this...)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
08 track 08 some chinese song which i hv no idea wats the title.....
ok next, Do It Well by J.Lo (threw me off track)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Melodies of Life from Final Fantasy (dunno wats the meaning leh.. anyone wanna decipher for me?)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
This Is How A Heart Breaks... by Rob Thomas... sigh....

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Can't Take My Eyes Off You by Frankie Valley (coz im so weird n crazy rite?)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
The Best Damn Thing by Avril (nth to say)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Let Me Be With You from Chobits animation.. (this kinda true...)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
2+2 = the Famous Last Words by MCR (wow)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
02 track 02... lol, When 2 Become 1 by Spice Girls (when 2 become 1 crazy best frens)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Last Kiss by Pearl Jam (to die in car crash? omg choi choi, touch wood pls!!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Million Men by DBSK (huh???!!! i dun wanna be a million men, millionare can la)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Everything by Michael Buble~! (everything....~~ )

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I Have Nothing by Whitney Houston (i hv nth~! nth! nth! if i dont hv u....)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Zombie by The Cranberries... (whoaa!!! ahahah!! im comin to get u.... =x)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Lithium by Evanescence (love my sorrow bt wanna let it go... love bein single bt wanna let it go..)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
12 track 12, some chinese song again... Lets Get It Started by BEP (afraid to get things started... coz they might end very badly)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Five Minutes To Midnight by Boys Like Girls (interpretation pls?)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Once In A Lifetime by Keith Urban (once in a lifetime love...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
We Belong Together by Mariah Carey (yeaa!!~ we belong tgt as a bunch of crazy ppl!! whoo!!)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
KISS ME!! by Sixpence None The Richer... =3 so kiss me~~ (dun come near me!! rawr)

haha, i tag....

MY TWIN GERINA!! MY LAO GONG ERIC!!! MY MOMMY MICHELLE!!

wahahaha... =x (dunno they free enuf like me to do this annot... ekeke.....)

anyway, too lazy to blog like normal and stuff... nth much goin on... valentines coming as yet another single gal, hmmm... nth else much ba... ok bye bye...

Luv Linz

erh... duhhhhhhh.......

aha.... time to post again... due to being so crazily bored in uni....

Jessica : Like I said, go flirt with some guys!!

Celine : enuf of that already la... u wan flirt u go la...

Jessica : Tsk, like I can take control over your freaking boring life and have some fun...

Janice : Well I think that it's okay if you're sitting here alone... by yourself.... with no one beside you.... its perfectly normal... *mumble mumble mumble*

Celine : =.= thnx alot for ur... erhm... encouragement....

Jennifer : To be in serenity... Let us all just meditate... I sense... I sense that it's going to be a boring day continuously....

Jessica : I wonder why do I have such weird sisters....

Celine : wuarrghhh!!~ im going crazy man....

Jessica : Well, you COULD have gone out with your friends, but no... You'd rather TRY to find a piano room (when you know it's going to be packed) and get stuck here in the freaking computer lab... What were you thinking???

Janice : teehee... at least she's having fun talking to us right?...

Jennifer : With the unknown.... The people playing in her head... Over and over and OVER AGAIN!! The HORROR one is facing... To talk continuously just by herself... The shame... The agony....

Celine : .... (nth to say) .... UNCLE JOSIE!!! ALL UR FAULT!!!

Josie : Eh, wth man... i myself speechless dy lo... dont bring me to hospital with u k??

Janice : *sits in one corner lookin at the others*

Celine : OK!!! ENUF!!! this is gettin sick... after i rly hv to go in hospital...

Jessica : Then go look for that guy of yours!! Instead of talking to us... *rolls eyes*

Celine : wat guy??

Janice : oh dont be like that!! i mean.. no.. you know im too shy to say hi to people....

Jessica : Like you matter much Janice... You're like, only 1/4 of Celine... 3/4 could be wanting to go see him... Don't you remember Celine?? That guy you've seen since orientation??

Celine : SHHH!!! enuf already la... wth leh.... =/

Jennifer : Once again... Pure boredom has made us all reunite... But due to the crazyness, the main source of power has cut us all... We who do not surface to let others view shall now sink back in...

Celine : u talk wat crap la... =.= really weird la u... OK GUYS N GALS!! its time for me to log off yo..... (dont bring me go hospital ya... just too sien already) tata for now!!~

Luv Linz

Dunno number wat random post....

Well lets see.... (oh cool.. i just got brain jammed)

Erh, haha... forgot wat i wanted to say at all.... How lame can one be?? =/

*looks left, looks right, looks forward*.... no one around me....

(ok this is getting stupid isnt it?)

WUARGGHHH!!~~ i wanna play COD4!! i wanna play Left 4 Dead!!!

*thinks hardly... scratches head* what to do?

Jessica : I don't know, go flirt with some guys...
Celine : pls la... crazy isit?
Jennifer : The stars are shining brightly tonight...
Celine: u siao liao? u in kl where can see stars.. =.=
Jessica : May I ask, what is "siao"?
Celine : erh... siao means crazy loh....
Jennifer : *pokes a flower* Does that hurt my little one?
Jessica : Jen, can you stop being so weird? Stop talking to yourself... It's just so... weird...
Celine : aiya... she like tat one wat.. u dunno meh?? ur own twin sister man.... i mean triplet? sth like tat la...
Jessica : Oh please... We're not even alive in person.. Or should I say...
Jennifer : We are the untouchable, the ones who are heard, felt, sensed....
Celine : =.= wth is this man....
Jessica : Like duh? This is you being bored... What else?
Celine : watever la... i hungry already... go away... i wanna go eat...
Jennifer : I shall then disappear from the surface and sink back into you...



OMG?! crazy liao!! AHAHAH!!~ (too hungry... and sick of mashed potato)

Luv Linz~

The End of 08', the Start of 09'

lets see.. been awhile since i posted... and im supposed to have loads of things to say right? well actually... at the moment, im feeling kinda down... i just dont know why.. again as usual... (being blue without a proper reason)
well... im to actually talk bout the past events like the outing to KLCC for the LOTR concert thingy... it was wonderful actually... really great... (dun feel good enuf to express everything) so yea... it was great...

then my bday pt... it was nt bad too... had some friends over...bbq... few didnt turn up... one friend stayed till bout 3sth n my dad gt frustrated or sth... erm.... presents... cake... bla bla bla... no mood la sry....
seems like.. i blog mostly when im feeling down/emo... am i right? or just downright bored... so im a mix of that now, down and bored...

first week back at college and things were.... crazy? had to organize the team building event in about 1 week.... so yea, it was stressful... but once the event was done and over... i think it was actually quite worth the stress... we all had fun... we're probably a whole lot closer...

talking bout closeness... i dunno... who am i really close to?? i see ppl, having friends from primary school.. heck some of them from kindie... as for me? i didnt go to kindi long enough to remember friends from there.. primary school frens = some secondary school friends, but its not like im really THAT close with them... my best fren, well we're still close but i guess not as close since we dont see each other everyday bein side by side.... college... well yea, we're one bunch of close friends/family but... i dunno... i cant seem to be satisfied.. its like i need someone... that is almost purely to call mine... or u know.. things like tat... then in comes online friends... coz u know some of them, u dont know their friends, they dont know ur friends... we only talk bout... mostly things bout ourselves... so its like... well, onli us... and since we're not connected in other ways... its easier to talk to one another... (well thats for me anyway)

i know its kinda weird or maybe stupid... i dunno.... i went into an online relationship, i managed to cry becoz of an online friend.... i felt miserable when i lost contact with another friend... and still misses him dearly... i feel very very connected to my friends online... melvin, keat, eric... each and everyone one of them is a part of my life in different ways...

bah... i guess i should stop? dun wanna be too emo... i actually promised another online fren that i shall not be too emo... and that he should remind me everytime im emo that im not to be like this... CELINE IS MISS BUBBLY!!! dun be down....... chill!!~~ smileee!!~~ =)

thats all for tonite... cya...

Luv Linz~