Total Randomness...

ooooo.. wouldnt this be fun... wonder how many ppl will actually check this thing out? today is really total random, i dont think there's even a topic... why's the sky blue?

Everything we do in the world, is what we call the journey of life... hahaha.. ok, tat is just crap... but it always twisting n turning and we always get lost. round and round we go, no matter wat we do, we still end up one place.... 6 feet under... XD this is just getting tricky... if you have a blog, do try this some time... ekekkee.... lets see, what else to write? i swear im not planning the sentence... i just type, then highlight words and make it link... aahhahaa.... omg, im still having a paper on thursday and im not even studying... i havent even studied business since the last test!! i am so gonna be dead when it comes to essay.... sad~~ world (ok i cheated... ahahaha)

hmm... what else can i talk about here? both poetically, stupidly, erhh...... wats the word... psychologically, phylosophically?? ahahahha!! i cant even spell properly... someone please help me!! im going crazy... and not too (cheat again) mention hyper over chocolate?!!~ yummy almond cadbury choco... hehehehe...

alright.. i am soooooooo not good at this... i MUST tweak some stuff... no possible way or maybe im just not good la.... ahahaha!!~ can i see someone else do this?? =D pretty please?? rofl.... bah.. enough of this crap... i cant take it anymore... too lazy.... ajajajajaa.... ok then.... this is it... bye bye!~ =p

Luv Linz

6th Random Post...

hahaha, i just counted my previous post titles and there's 5 of them with the word RANDOM in it... hence i changed the page title to "The World of Randomness"... maybe that becoz i cant think of proper titles and such... hmmmmm
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well anyway, im now battling thru exams... why am i still bloggin u ask? i dont know... just taking a break from a not so hardworking study.... ahahaha, i'll be studyin later ok!!! =3 just did 2 papers yesterday (friday actually) and hv 3 more to go... GAMBATEH!!!
tried
now back to myself, the relaxing gal... just read few blogs... so many of them talking bout Left 4 Dead... its some first shooter zombie game... looks interesting.... im itching for it now...ahahaha!!!
putting
hmmmm.... hv quite a number of things planned for after exams already... ehehe....
hidden
20th, MPO.... Pirates of the Carribean in KLCC
messages
27th, PARTY!!
and
30th-31st, orientation....
such?
througout the hols... maybe wanna go jamming... and out one day to catch a movie... =D


bah... totally random empty meaning post isnt it?? well, not in the writting mood i guess... lol.. ok i know, i'll put my latest lyrics here then.. =p as usual, its not totally completed...

Reality.
Dreamin a dream
Is the best i can do
Here in my bed
I reach for the stars
That's stuck up on my
Stuck up on my ceilling

Wishin a wish
That just cant be true
I rub on a lamp
When the genie has gone
Far away, so far away
So far away

And no matter how i pray
Things will be the same
Happy endings, perfect romance
Are all just lies

(some random oo and ah) aaahahaha!! well tats all i got folks... =p cya then!!

Luv Linz

Plain Randomness Once Again...

Monday, December 08 - Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

Weather today was rain rain and more rain. Heavy storm had not occured but light drizzle throughout almost the whole day. Temperature was somewhere between -100 to 100 degrees depending on where u are (malaysia, uk, space, earths core). The population of cats and dogs have probably increased by 50% and the world is in chaos. Now, on to tommorows weather forecast. In Malaysia, we might experience either a sunny day, a cloudy day, a slighy wet day, a thunderstorm and many others but not snow (unless you are on top of a mountain). So bring out your umbrellas ,caps, raincoats, sunglasses, boots, thick jackets or bikini as it could be rough out there! Thank you.

is tat wat you want eric? rofl!!~~ mwacks lao gong.. =x bwahaha!!!

Monday, December 09 - Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

A young lady of 17years, 11 months and (dunno how many days, lazy to count) woke up yesterday at 11(something) a.m. Then, she went to cook maggi mee curry for lunch and watched a movie that was seen before a few times. Then, ate some fruits and wash dishes. Everything was done around 3(something) p.m? (cant remember la) Soon after, she went back to her room and decided to study. Read few pages of (stupid) Computing Essentials and fell asleep on the bed. Woke up slightly, saw the book beside her and then thought; "why sleep with the book beside me" Took the book, put on table. Took off glasses, put on cupboard. Went back to bed and sleep more comfortably with pillow and blanket... (oh such nice weather to sleep). Got waken up by sister around 7(something) p.m, got up and got ready to go out for dinner. Went downstairs, ate some biscuit cause really hungry, went out to Restoran 26 (or something like that) Met up with mom, then cousin plus 2 frens, then aunt n unc and cousin n grandma. eat eat eat, went to shop, eat jelly with ice cream. go home, take bath (i know la, late bath.. ) Then, iron clothes for mom and dad, wait for sis to get off com, and now here.... sleeping what time? dont know, she sleeps when she does, thats it, final, end of story...

this is for you darling... hahahah =x

aiyo... sry for being sarcastic or wutever.... im just bored la... exams coming, but as usual i dont study much till days b4... wait, it already days b4 exam... friday is first 2 papers... but computer stuff laa!!! dunno if study got use or not oso... ahahaha!!!~bah... crap enuf up there already... dun wan drag longer... =p

Luv Linz <3

Once again, another random post...

Hey wat do i hv to say? i cant make a proper title for every post can i? wat more that i havent posted in a while and im gonna crap all watever i can think of that happened... ahahaha!!~

lemme see... most recent event i guess is, well... not an event... bt anyway, i got my cousins guitar and hv been playin... well, all i can say now is that my fingers hurt... @.@!! manage to play "INTROS" of songs... that it... lol!!~ cant strum... T_T

erhhhhh.... hv i mentioned bout playin COD4? and SDO, and DotA... LOL~~!! since talkin bout cc, also met a new fren... he plays sdo/o2jam and makes ppls jaws go wide open... he's a music student too, a pianist!! and again, wow... jaws opens.... ahahahahaaaaa!!~

@.@ ok ok, so im a lil bored... and i cant think of much to write... exams are coming closer... next week friday to be exact... omg?! 2nd semester finishing??!! waaaaaaaa........... thats good rite? lol, means im one step closer to MASS COMM!!!~ cant wait.. mm hmm...

uh huh~ this my s***, all the girls stomp your feet like this~ a few times i've been around that track~ so its not just gonna to happe like tat, coz i aint no Hollaback Girl~ I aint no Hollaback Girl...~~!! Let me hear u say this s*** is bananas, B A N A N A S!!~

yea, this s*** blog is bananas... all crap and no talk... or watever u wanna get out of a blog... hehe... @.@

any ideas on wat to write?? gimme some input, or not i wont post again anytime soon.. LOL!!!~ CHHEEEESEEE!!~~

Luv Linz

What in the World...

my horoscope for the week or sth... in the paper has somewhat affected me lots... maybe its bcoz its somehow connected to wat im feeling and going thru these few days...

u'll attract the untouchable. be careful to find out the status of whoever catches ur eye before u make ur move. a hot pursuit will not be worth the heartache if it doesnt hv the potential to go anywhere.

protect ur heart...

not gonna say much bout it... but all i know is... it seems like the past is gonna repeat or sth... and i nvr want that to happen... but... urgh.. maybe the horoscope is helpin me... in a way... or maybe it appears and i just wanna go against it... but.. im just thinking way too much aint i? horoscopes arent real... are they? @.@ looks like this post is all just... pondering... questions...

how? how? how....??

only time will know... faith to decide... where my destiny lies... did i say this b4? geez... i need to get a proper life.... ahahaha!!! hw to get one when im facing a problematic one that i cause myself?! everything that happens to me is probably due to me, thinking overly.... i keep thinking bout it.. mostly negatively...

just someone, to hold, to love, to care for both ways...

am i pushing things away?

and tryin to get what i can nvr have?

that might be true...

reaching for the star that i can nvr touch....

coz everything seems to go the way i dont want them to be....

Luv Linz

r@nDomN3s$

oh my goodness... wats wrong with me??!! i am here... blogging about my..... boring boring boooooooooring life.... so wat should i say?

I love you.... there's no one for me to love... not yet anyway i guess... i tried, maybe? but i dont think its love at all... lust? or... wats that... its just... "like"... am i right? well of course putting the family aside...

can i share my love with someone?

I want a hug.... yes indeed i need a hug... why? i dunno why... i just need that comforting feeling... hugging family is just not the same... is it? maybe its because i dont share my own thoughts... hence they dont hug me the way i need a hug... but wat can i say?? i dont even know what am i thinkin myself....

I need attention... attention/be pampered/be comforted... watever suits u the best... but at the same time, i dun wan to commit... maybe... again with the maybe... the grass is greener the other side... but once u're there... surely the other place is... duhhh... greener!!

I... its always i...... how bout you?? whoever you are... when are u coming to me?? do i have to wait YEARS for u? maybe i do... maybe i will be better off that way... gosh.... why? why do i always feel this way... i want something.. yet, i dont want it too.... wat do i want in life??? argh!

are u even coming....

._. sigh, nvm la... let nature take its path... follow destiny... be led by faith!! @.@

can i go through the mirror and just witness things?

i dont know how to lead my life....

take me away....

~Luv Linz~

all these thoughts up in muh head...

ever experienced something good or bad... then after that always think of it that way? for example... altho i did not experience the accident (the lrt crash) i somehow feel afraid of trains a lil... when i sat the train today.. lookin out the window to the tracks... and seeing another train coming at me.. it was like... it was scary... i felt like i jz wanna shut my eyes and hold on tight... this is all... something that u just cant control... i cant push the fear away either... there's no way my family is gonna pick me up from college instead of me taking the train...

this also then implies to my love life... or should i just say my life... having to fall soooooooooo easily for ppl, i dont spill out my feelings... i nvr did.. and even if i did, it was after something.. like he already had a gf and i had a bf, so fine, i just fessed up... that was saying i liked him b4... bt besides that, i dun think i've ever told someone i liked him first... i nvr did... till that one day, i was jz stupidly let him decide whether we were a couple or not... with that then again, i promised myself... the second time again... that i dun want to be in a relationship so fast....

one experience will change everything... a false move and u will never feel like doing it again.. first relationship gone wrong = nvr wanting a bf (well sort of), the train crash... and last time, during mooncake festival or sth i think... i witness from afar... a big forest flame... it was so scary.. standing on the outside stairs, it looked as if the flames will get closer n closer until it burnt down the house too.. at that point, i kept wanting to go home, go home!! (i was at grandparents place) driving back... i saw a small part of the forest burnt down to ashes... then today... something else caught fire... a small one.. but lookin at it... it just patrifies u sometimes... be sure to think twice b4 lighting a fire ever again...

guess all we have left are memories... and lessons... but again... all these things cant be changed... i still have to go on trains, fire is still around me.. and relationships... it cant be stopped can it? this is called life.... u wanna live yet u wanna die... LOL... aih... enuf la... dun wan talk already.. or rather type... @.@

Luv Linz

Shopping!!~

dont u just LOVEEEE shopping??!! the places to go~ the things to see!! the different styles, colours~ brands~!! all jz waiting for u to bring them home!! FASHION~~!! tell u one thing tho.. i hate shopping... =.= THE AMOUNT OF COLOURS... the matching headache... the price!! i tell u.. OMG!!! i saw one shoe... it cost 99.90 and my mouth already open so big.. walk around tot will hv cheaper... bt i tell u... HEART ATTACK AH!!! the prices were like... 299 or 399... FOR SHOES!! omg.... its just shoes!! its just cars!! ferrari and bicycle wats the difference?? both can sit 2 ppl both can bring u from one place to the other... u wan bicycle oso can hv 4 wheels... (jz jokin bout the bicycle n ferrari part)

BT SERIOUSLY LA!!! so much for just shoes?? goodness.. not me.. my aunt was buyin stuff for me as part of bday present or sth.. from the $100 shoes... i brought it down to a shoe that cost onli bout $30... aint i such a good gal?? i jz dun rly like shopping sometimes la... walk until leg pain... my sis was telling me.. dun look at the price first... see the shoe which u like... in my head... wat for wanna fall in love with the shoes if u know u cant get it... and once u see the price ur heart drops... might as well see the price then u wont like the shoe already.. =.=

anyway...on to today's event.... was kinda fun... went out, met jullie n jason.. met edward,ivy,gerina,carina.. met sam.. then met joseph... then met sams frens... or was it joseph after her frens? aiya watever la.. who cares... erh.. went to eat at paddingtons... split and went wit joseph n jullie eat doughnut... went to watch movie.. MAMA MIA!!! FANTASTIC SHOW!! MUST WATCH!! then... went jusco.. then split.. went to mom.. then went to aunty... buy shoes... walk here n there for one pair... @.@ dinner ate at Tony Romas or sth like tat... food was yummy!! chicken, lamb, salmon... shared with family 5 ppl.. service was superb! coz my family went there for lunch, suddenly someone gave us 10% discount... then my mom said thnx and said they made the day extra special as it was her bday celeb kind of thing, they suddenly gave extra dessert on the house.. YUMMMMM!!!~~ hot cake with ice cream... drool... wanna go there again!! ahahaha... hmmmmmm......... ok la... dun wan say anything already.. lazy!!~ pictures another time.. ahaha!! CYA THEN!!

Luv Linz

Goodness!!

waaaaa........ so tired... hope din get blister oso...hmm.. wanna know why??!! coz the lrt train to seri petaling wasnt moving... @.@!! lessee... b4 that, at college... nth much happen gua.... got The Hive again... was not bad.. gone a lil crazy.. me n the girls were like yelling ppl's name all over the place.. BOBBY!! UNCLE!!! PRAKASH!! bla bla bla.. performances wasnt bad... i'll probably be performing again this sem.. wakaka... i think i'll make it every sem... i'll go perform~~ bwahah!!

erhhh.. oh yea, b4 tat we went makan.. ehhh nono.. after tat we went makan at Free & Easy... this time got new "member" join us... edward.. ivy n sam fren... erhhhh... went there... alot ppl... sit one place then suddenly stupid water from air-cond drip on me.. OMG!! rofl... then change place again.. then say too packed and blocking the way.. then change place again.. gah!!

okok.. now to the main story... goodness i tell u... went to the train station... went to the train.. it was jz staying there.. b4 tat i tot it would go off already.. so i walked slooooooooowly.... then walk walk.. eh?! why the train still hvnt move... so i walked faster go on train.. sit there... wait.... wait......... wait............... "attention pls, to all passengers, pls exit the train as there is a problem with the (watever) thnk you"(translated abit from bm) SWTZ!!! ok fine.. go out... next train came... SAME THING!! means the problem is with the tracks or the next station or watever laaa... then ok lo.. go back out.. contacted mom... dad n sis busy to fetch.. then aunty come n fetch... wait wait wait.. then called, say meet by the road side.. i wallllllllllllkkkkkkkkkkkkk all the way out... wait wait wait... then my aunt called again.. say at the other side... so i walk aaaaallllllllllllllllllllllllllll the way back.. then up the stairs... then she was waiting by the roadside.. i saw the car... bt cant get to it... coz the pedestrian or watever tat fly-over thingy... was onli all the way to the other side... no exit to the road.. so i had to climb over.. =.= omg la!! lucky i dun wear skirt much... THNK GOODNESS!!!

on the way back... at the junction around bkt jalil station n endah parade traffic lights... we saw ambulance go towards the station... after a while saw a police car going the same direction... so.......... i hope nothing VERY serious has happened.. bt cant deny it, we already saw those things rushing by.. jz wish harder that there were no serious casualties...

hmmm.......... guess thats about.... nth much else... was suppose to do the tagged thing but i din... i DID it actually.. the other day... but... i dunno how to find the draft... and i jz exited the window so it might not be saved after all... lalalla.... anything la....... lazy to do again... SRY CHERISH!! ekeke....

ALRITE!!~ thats all there is.. there isnt~ anymore~ tadaaa!!~~ LOL

Luv Linz

Aaaa!! Tagged again... =3

Simple Rules:

1. Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.

2. People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.

3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.

4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.



(oh goodness... i hv no idea how to do this... @.@)



! ~ i ask for alot of things, but in the end dont really want them... (not sure if very true)

@ ~ i love music!! duh~!!?

# ~ i enjoy playin the piano at college alot more than i do at home, i dunno why...

$ ~ i get emo suddenly somehow without proper reasons i can find...

% ~ i.... just need to get online a lil while to satisfy myself each nite?

^ ~ i tend to bite my tongue/inner cheek easily...

& ~ im running out of time to blog so im rushin this alot... ahahah!!!

* ~ geez... i've said this to quite a few ppl b4... i kinda fall easily for ppl, bt get right up fast

oh, haha.. guess i found it after all... well thats it for now... i wanted to post up another one bt i got logged out automatically and im lazy to write again for now... so tats it, tata for now!!

Luv Linz

All Mixed Up

PreWarning... this post is gonna be a lil longer... (i think) coz im gonna post up like... quite a few different stuff... and happenings.. and bla bla bla.. not sure if i can even remember them all.. akaka!!!

ok, first one... good deeds... wat is it for? to get sth out of it? well, thats kinda true for me... not to say gettin things like money and all... just sth... that somehow warms ur heart.. things tat i did long ago was helpin lil kids open their classroom door.. (it was stuck) i was bout... std 4 i think, and these lil kids are bout 7 yrs old onli... once i did, seeing them smile was sth really really nice... maybe it is the smile tat makes it the best... just the other day, i gave my seat to an elderly.. (okok... maybe thats not much bt i dun often do that.. as in i dun have to give up my seat often, so shoot me.. =.=) *sry kinda emo-ish?* think she uttered a thnx... but then again, why bother? i dun care if she did say thnx or not... it doesnt matter... the thing tat i wont like instead is that if someone else took my seat instead of the person i intented to give it to... tat will surely suck!! i'd give tat fella a piece of my mind!! (unless he is one huge piece of meat la)

hmm... besides tat... i think is.. yesterday... i was wearing all PINK!!! OMG?! i cant believe it!! and i hadnt been wearing black for like... 2 days already!! AAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!! could anything be more worse??? ITS PINK I TELL U!! PINK!!! *ok, end of pink emoness* LOL!! anyway... i jz wanna hv sth to blame la.. i know i know.. its not good to put blame on ppl (or things) ahahaa... anyways, yesterday was kind of a bad day for me... was hving slight flu... and the sickness i call... emo-ness.... depressed over wat i dunno la... sommore nearly cried few times... dun ask me why!! ahahaha!! not onli tat.. i oso left my folder at college!! OMG!!! when i was already at lrt station onli i noticed.. GRR!! know why?? all bcoz of my PINK jacket!! ahahaaha... no la... i left it at the chair where i was waiting for bus... aih...

now on today... i went college... and FOUND MY FOLDER!! exactly where i left it.. *phew* then went to class... omg la i tell u... lecturer late HALF AN HOUR!! wats her reason?? i dunno.. i wasnt in class coz i went to check if class got cancled... akakak!! so... class end.. then go next class... class end.. then went to makan with my twin, care bear, ashley, oinkie kor, mg, sam, did i miss anyone out?? i hope not... @.@ and i tell u hor... COCKROACH!!! lol... 2 small cockroach was on the table... eeks!! scared the lil critter away by banging the table... xD aiyoyooyoo!! this carebear n sam hor... very evil loooooohhhhhhhh!! tempt me to go cc and play SDO-X... T_T cannot!!! must save money liao leh.....

ahaha.. then after makan.. balik, me max n ashley went to recital hall.. see music students recital.. bla bla bla.. bout 7 ppl perform... wasnt bad... THE GAL SING WONDERFULLY!!! OMG!! I WANNA SING LIKE HER!! gahhh.... after tat... tot wanna play piano at recital hall.. bt actually got other things goin on.. so went 1st floor... found oskar in one of the room... then i went and mencoroboh (correct spelling ah?) after a while, oskar n ashley went class.. so me n max stayed playin the piano... after a while.. care bear came... then play sommore... chit chat abit... i was there for almost 2 hours again!! wow... lol?! bleh... then ah... i think nth much liao guaaaa...... onli the pics laa....

here it is... all taken on the... emo pink day... at Free n Easy.. some pics onli la... and other random pics... haha.. enjoy

let me hear u SCREAM!!!

or do u wanna listen to my emo music?? hmmm...

wth am i thinking ? ? ? ?

oh yea!! one more thing i forgot!!! VERY IMPORTANT!!! ahahaa... i went to KLCC on monday with kevin and his frens... (jia wen, rachel and andrew) went there to buy tickets for Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra... woots!! its on 20th Dec, on LOTR!!! woohoo!! first time goin... have to wear formal sommore... lol... @.@ anyway, here are the pics again.. the ticket.. lol Box B, Seat 5!RM15 onli u know!!! so goooddddddd!!!~~ wwwwwweeeeeeeeee~~!!

ticket on the MPO book...

see see.. student ticket.. RM15... normal price is RM 60 and above!!

bwahaha!! LOTR SYMPHONY!!!

Music All Around~

MUSIC!!! music is all around.... i could hv said this like a tons of times... i am one gal who jz really really love music.. actually, maybe i do, maybe i dont.. there are probably ppl who are more crazy in love with music than me... bt... watever la... ahahaha....

i jz suddenly came to think.. when my fren mentioned 12 different remix of 1 song...thats like.. omg??... im wondering... are those 12 different songs really different??? imagine... how many songs are there in the world.. one artist have dozens and hundreds of songs.... and the amount of artist!! and 2 artist coming together to make MORE songs!! so.. are the songs really different?? the number of ideas! melodies! rhythm!! its just absolutely amazing aint it??

so everytime i write a song... i hv to be EXTRA careful... wat if one day my songs DO come out... and it sounds like another song... its just... i dunno... it doesnt seem nice!! each time a melody pops into mind, i hv to recall... did i get this from some other song?? is it purely my own idea??

but maybe... it doesnt matter much also does it?? i mean... ppl are singing other ppl's songs... wats tat for? to rebuild it? to steal it?? gehh... all these questions in my head... well at least its better than other questions rite???

eg 1. wat is my life for?
eg 2. do i need a bf?
eg 3. am i always envious of ppl around me?

now aint that interesting... well too bad... i cant answer them... lol!!~ no one can.... its just questions that has MANY answers.. MANY possibilities... weird huh... from loving music, to questioning music, to questions of life...

COMPLICATION!!! is the word... where u stand still on a moving platform...encircling u with mirrors... round n round they go.... dizzy!! well... that wat is it... just have to face the fact and move on... ignore the mirrors, ignore the moving platform... just head on as usual... face a block?? well... just go back, around it, or bash thru it... lol.....

guess tats it for now.... i've said enuf... heh... tata~

Luv Linz

Don't Say

hmm... im really really bored... ahahah... looks like my blog, is not like many others... so far i've seen most are quite creative and in depth... they really talk bout feelings and thinkings... so wat is mine?? i dunno... jz random random things... hahhahaa... well... again im gonna put my lyrics.. this song is the very first song i wrote, and i wrote it together with my best fren jullie~ so here it is!~ enjoy... hahahaha... =p

Don’t Say

Do you think
That I would leave
Do you know
That I loved you

I stayed with you
Though it hurts
Real bad inside

But ever since
You left me here (hanging)
Do you think that I would ever miss you
Do you think that I would cry

Now I know
What I should do
Forget about you
And live my own life

Get out of my way
Get out of my way
Don’t say that you’re sorry
Cause I wont care

Did you feel
The love I felt
Or was it all
Just a lie

You broke my heart
In two ( in two)
And a thousand times again

But ever since
You went away (running)
Do you think that I would look for you
Do you think that I would die
Now I know
What I should do
Forget about you
And live my own life

Get out of my way (get out, get out)
Get out of my life
Don’t say that you need me
Cause I wont be there

And I
Believed in you all of this time
The promises you gave were all lies

Get out of my way
(Now you know what to do)
Get out of my life
(Go, go)
Leave me out of the picture(leave me)

Don’t say you’re sorry
Don’t say that you need me
Don’t say come back baby

Cause I wont (I wont)
I don’t care (not for you)
I wont be there (No, no)

So don’t say…


hmm... wanna know wat im really thinking now?? most matters i think of now is relationships.. yes, its kinda sad... i know.. but.. i guess this is something that changed drastically since after high school... things in college is way more confusing... the people... the faces... the characthers... everyone seems to be nice, but they could just be wearing mask... (sry everyone bt no offence.. im kinda exagerating here.. ahaha)

after time goes by... everything starts going upside down... topsy turvy... or sth like tat.. urgh!! i dunno wat im saying... im jz blabbing here... bt still, after all this.... friends are still friends.. guys n gals, im not saying that u all are like tat.. but im actually just pointing this out to one person... maybe it was my own fault that i didnt know how to look properly and think...

so hence.. i learned my lesson... nvr do this again.. since i nvr believed that relationships at this moment would work, im not letting myself into one until i do... so pls, help me k?? whenever i fall stupidly again.. pick me up before i start sliding and lose myself...

so ppl.. DONT SAY i nvr told u... ahahaha.. ok i tot i would say sth that connects the song.. bt i guess it doesnt... =p hmm... well, i guess thats all... i've said enough for now... till the next time!!~

Luv Linz

Jz some random stuff...

Hey everyone!~ its me again... well, who else? guess nothing much really happened... or i just forgot bout it... the most recent one i guess is my sis 21st bday celeb... which was last nite... ahaha...

had a whole lot of ppl in the house... about 80... wow isint it? had some of my own frens over... the most interesting thing was... some of my sisters frens mistaken me for her.... one guy even gave me the present... @.@ omg la... do i look old or my sis look young or we just really really look alike?? o_o anyway... besides that, near the end of the party... was playing piano with kev... tryin to accomplish the 4 hand duet from Secret (jay chou movie) ahahaha.. tat was kinda funny.. and we were playin all kinds of stuff on the piano...

so......... thats that... the other thing i wanna put here for today is my lyrics... been writting quite alot... bt nvr finishing it... sad aint it?? ahaha... so here they are... hope u enjoy... got no recordings tho.. maybe another time la... akaka... so thats it!!~ CYA!!

1. Waiting

I'm just waiting
waiting for the moment
when u'll take my hand
and say you love me

Im still waiting
waiting for the moment
when u'll hold me tight
and make the time stop...

just for the two of us...

2. I'd Live

Im standing inside my heart
im going crazy.. oh yeah~
im all alone in this world
but nothings here to break me down

i cant be lost without u
coz its the way things are...

i'd live
(baby dont pretend, that u are all i need)
coz i'd live
(a life without the one, that u will nvr let go)
and i'd live
(tgt with my frens and my family)
coz i'd live~

too bad that u couldnt be
be the man i need to be with
guess u're not the one

*both songs are not finished... this 2 songs are of bout 16 songs i hv.. ahaha... hope i can one day finish them all and compose the song properly!!~ dreams....*

Luv Linz

Orientation...

September - December(?) Freshie Sem Orientation was..... one word... AMAZING!!

ok la... maybe it was still boring... first day.. with all the speeches.. where they talk talk n talk... aiya, bt that is normal orientation rite???? but this time... it was much more interactive...

did nothing much on first day actually... one funny thing was.. we were all heading to Block C for briefing on course selection n bla bla bla... at one point, it was quite a jam.. so first my frens took another route... then me n few other club members followed... bt when we TURNED behind.. guess wat... a WHOLE lot of others were following us too!! when they weren't suppose to ( as they were to go different place from us) so it was kinda funny... all lost sheeps.. =p OH!! i forgot another thing.. there was one part in the orientation, where each faculty were suppose to create a cheer... so we did it, and when the real thing happened to SHOW OFF our cheer... me gerina and jessie were STANDING ON TABLES cheering!! ahahaha.. tat was fun too... we went really crazy... most of the time.. laughing all about.. .xD

2nd day... first few hours.. we did NOTHING!! so instead, me ivy n gerina, went makan then went CC!! rofl.. (long time din play XDO) i dunno wat to say sommore la actually.. hmmm.. there were few main events, the amazing race and a sketch... din really take part in it but help out abit la... when i could.. ahaha.. mixed with the whole lot of SSLA Faculty ppl... met new friends... laughed and laughed sommore... then me n jessie started dancing.. doin the cha cha, salsa... and more CRAZY stuff... fun la.. others started playin dodgeball (this all actually is from ssla association, not the whole orientation) too bad i din take pics... coz i was too busy being crazy myself... keke!!

so... here's the new post... aahahah.. nth much la... at least got something new here rite?? i promise i'll write again... (next year could be again too u know!!) ahahaa... =p bt yea.. new sem will start again soon... cant wait... new friends in class too.. so yea, it might be really great! ^^ okie then... celine here signing off~ time to email the freshies.. *IM NO LONGER A FRESHIE* (i quote gerina....we are SMARTIES!! )

Luv Linz

ExAm DiEt...

when exam comes about... what do you do? study all the time? dont study at all? and when u DO study... brain juice all used up rite?? hence, there are things called BRAIN FOOD!! akaka... wat do u eat? some ppl might take coffee all day long, or the things that really treat u.. for me? well.. its SUGAR!!!

example 1...

SHANDY!!! ahahaha.... besides that... on that same day, i ate chocolate, sweets, and a lolipop... after that... add sommore my sis came home with chicken supper.. omg!! fat leh!! reason why i hate exams... akakaka.... but last nite... had healthy dinner la... salad...

this was from last time actually.. not last nites one.. green veg, pieces of ham, straberry, japanese cucumber and cherry tomatoes... mmm~ yummy!! and not to forget!! my own sauce.. akaka... a mix of thousand island sauce, some italian salad dressing? and... one more i forgot wat.. it taste great ok!! if wan more taste... can add pepper.. preferbly those u grind urself.. wahaha!!

ok, so this is last nites one... extra green vege, brocolli and baby carrots.... just delicious!! ahaha... and oh not to forget oso... orange juice!! and durian for dessert... =p

okok.. put all that aside now... i jz wanna post up more pics here... akaka.. this one is called.. the unstable wood tower... rofl!! ivy n carina was playin at free n easy.. i started playin also at first.. but backed out after a while... akaka...

this is the top view...
and the bottom view... looks like a tower with the moon behind rite?? omg? 3 moons??? akaka

and this is the... contrast of a built and broken tower.. rofl... im bored la ok??? dun complain alot.. =p

and now... just random pics la k? hahaha.. enjoy...

this was taken at my grandma's house.. in the garden...

same goes to this one...

and this one too....

this was at... around klcc... haha...
this pic was inspired by some other pics b4... notice the heart shape from the handle and shadows... haha...

remember ppl... these were all taken with my phone camera of 2megapixel... so dun complain bout the quality of the pic ya?? akaka...

okie... thats it for today... i hv 2 assignments and 2 papers left of college.. then its holiday time!! haha... final date is 21st august... lalala~

Luv Linz

TAGGED by Chian..

not sure how this really works... im just suppose to copy the same questions rite?? ahaha..!! well, here goes anyways.. hehe

Six things I’m passionate about
erhh... 1. singing, 2. music, 3. piano?, 4. horses, 5. cute stuff! =x, 6.@.@ wait.. wait... lemme think... i dunno... people?? ahahah

Six things I say too much
is emoticons accepted? rofl... ermm.. 1. watever la.., 2. i dunno, 3. (keep silent and rolls eyes) is tat accepted?? 4. crazy la u, 5. u like la, 6. wat la u...

Six books I’ve read
1.Anita Blake, Vampire Slayer...(got 10 books there u know!) 2. moral text book, 3. m'sian studies text book, 4. Harry Potter (got 6 books there), 5. Eragon (2 books there), 6. eh? cant think already woh.. aiya.. positive psychology text book la... ekeke

Six songs I can listen to again and again
1. my own original songs, 2. take a bow- rihanna, 3. my way - def tech, 4. never say goodbye - mario & nesty, 5. magic key - one-t & cool-t, 6. goodbye days - YUI

Six things I learnt in the past
learned this not very long ago... 1. instead of stopping to look at the roses, stop and really savour it... 2. dont let ur emotions control u, control ur emotions, 3. aiya... its in the previous post.. another quote there... akakaka... 4. i learned how to talk... 5. i learned how to play piano.. 6. i learned to walk!! AHAHA!! want more?!? =p

Six people to tag
errh.. not sure i got 6 ppl to tag annot leh... the people i wanna tag already got tagged, okok, got some... 1. Aaron, 2. Bobby, 3. Carina, 4. Cherish , 5. the bunch of musicians... =x, 6. no more already la!! =/

thats it for today.. i dun really wanna talk bout wat happen... coz im just kinda irritated.. hahaha.. hmm... exams coming.. cant wait for it to END! =p erhh.... well i think that it.. tata for now~!

Luv Linz

The end to a new beginning...

hmm... i dunno how to put this post... but all i can say is... well, a quote actually..

" dont cry because its over, be glad because it happened"

hmmm, sadly to say (or oddly).. i did not cry because its over.. its my decision, and im sry that i made it.. but i had no other choice... i'd rather hv it ended early hurting less, then prolong (how to spell?) it, end it then, and hurt worse.. way worse... but i guess you could not take it that way either... so.. i dunno, u said it was my decision.. so here it is then?

at first i took it easily.. well, it was my choice so i guess it didnt hurt me as much as it hurt u... but of course it still hurts... but, once i saw the message change, then again, and again... i could not take in the one message i saw... and i say this... dont let emotions take over your thoughts...

"control ur emotions, not let your emotions control u"

not sure if tat is a proper quote by someone famous, but i got it from my previous Positive Psychology class, thnx to gerina.. ahaha... so now, im controlling my emotions.. u shall see me as Ms. Bubbly Celine, not the emo gal.. blekz!~

Luv Linz~

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LIFE

Life!~ what is it? its a roller coaster... it can be enjoyable, frightening, or a thrill!!~ roller coasters can be either long or short depending how much time is put into it... roller coasters... goes up and goes down.. some parts will be dull... where things is straight forward, and all of a sudden.. it ZOOMS down without notice.. and it takes so much effort, so much time to go up.. when in the end, it'll go down again..

my life now... is a roller coaster that is really dizzy... it goes up and down all the time... these few days, maybe 2 weeks... things have been going down more... (am i going underground yet?) sadly to say... i shall only post my feelings here... dont ask me what happen... and to those who know what happen... dun bother, i should be fine... (i think) the pace now... is... smooth, but with alot of turns... @.@ its making me go crazy!!~

urgh.. enuf of roller coasters.. i think im getting sick!! lalala... hmm... as a song writer... okok not song writer.. as someone who writes lyrics, for my own... i think it could be said that personal feelings will help you write the song better... its the... inspiration.. i also find that, when being in a bad, sad, down, blue mood... its easier to pour the feelings out to the lyrics...as my fren said,

"why all your songs so emo one la??!"

sorry loh.... i normally onli write songs when im sad.... not much happy songs sry... =/ another problem is, the emo mood onli comes at a certain moment in time right? and soon it'll fade away.. hence, i dont finish my songs.. @.@ coz cant finish in time before my mood is right again.. akaka..

blargh.. getting boring la... lets wrap this up... end of sem coming soon = final exam coming... so fast!!! omg!! seems like just yesterday i was walking into UCSI as a freshie going for orientation... bleh.. I WAN GO WATCH MOVIES!!!! wahhaa... so random.. wat to do? im too bored.. maybe next time i'll post my lyrics up here instead... wahaha, tats all for now...

Luv Linz~

1 down, 3 more to go...

AHAH!! 1 presentation of mine is done... moral studies presentation on War, Peace and Terrorism...

night b4, i slept at 12 sth, doing last minute addition in the powerpoint presentation... woke up around 6 20, got ready, and headed on to college... reach there... did preperations, (while freaking out a lil), started introduction, (still freaking out), ahahaha... i guess... i did ok la? read from the slides, and explained... bla bla bla.. at the end of it, Q&A time, erhhhh... i couldnt answer much.. haha.. group members did the answering oso.. now now... time for the BEST part... hehe.. my lecturer liked it!! woo hoo!! hahaa... and she told me and some friends of mine, that someone said our presentation was the best so far... WAHAHAH!! *JUMPS FOR JOY*

after class... it was time to go block a... and it was RAININ HEAVILY!! omg... walk there... with umbrella... but my jeans and feet were swimming in the rain water... it was time to do The HIVE~ yea... hahaha.. it was kinda weird.. maybe? or maybe not.. but i was not nervous bout it... i was more nervous bout the presentation than my performance.. had last minute prob with wire, than i started at a wrong key so... it was a lil too high than normal.. im not exactly sure how it sounded like... hope it was ok actually...

if u're wondering... pics will come later... i know i know.. boring rite my blog?? so plain... wait la.. i shall get the pics from my friends and all... edit later la!!! ahahahah.. well, guess thats it? want more stuff come talk to me la.. dont be anti-social and just read... lol



HIVE pic

Moral Group pic (missing 2 ppl)
ps. still hvnt get other pics la... hahaha =p

Luv Linz~

Settling Down Finally?

alrite... so two of my folio assignments are done... WOOHOO!! but i still hv the power points and presentations to do.. so... good luck to me myself and i, and of course every other ppl who is suffering with their assignments too la... dont worry... u're not alone!!

hahaha... due to lack of slp the days b4, i fell sick oso... haha... also got a lil cough.. bla bla bla... wats interesting is, i'll be performing at The Hive in UCSI on 16th July... dont forget to come ya?? kakaka.. i'll be singing... as usual... and the other thing is that im hvin my presentation on that day.. so i'll be wearing formal in the morning... n changing after that for performance... i hope i dont lose my voice then.. @.@ it'll be all ruined...

errrhhhhh..... ooo.. i got my old com back... hence, all my songs, all my pictures, and all my emoticons on msn!!!! ahahaha!!!! rofl... mmm... wat else do ppl talk on blogs?? i see my frens blogs all so interesting/funny/something to read about!! blekz.. here is the boring linz, signing off..

luv linz~

A new blog, new look, new life?

Due to the many comments bout me using xanga instead of blogspot led me to... well, using blogspot here... or blogger... or watever it is.. soo... here i am now... forget bout the old blog, and see my new life.... many of the post in the other blog can be now flushed away as there are things that i would never want to remember again...
So here it is then, a new blog... with of course a new look, annnnndddddd showing my new life... history of my previous life shall not be mentioned here and each post shall not be of any past happening... (im just twisting all the words around.... )

bla bla bla... this and that... et cetera, et cetera, et cetera... its 12 20am and i've been doing my assignments while being half asleep... soo... even if there is anything to say... i cant think of it right now... besides the "new blog, new look, new life" *drum rolls*..... *rolls eyes*

im just boring you aint i? im always giving this reason isnt it? my life is boring... there's nothing fun going on in my life... nyek nyek nyek... i guess i just dont know how to make it a tad bit more interesting in words.... or explanation... or to just tell u.. o_o

all righto... i guess that's enough for the FIRST post... in my NEW blog... that has a NEW look... with whats goin on in my NEW life.... =/ lame stuff aint it??? ahahah!!!

this is linz signing off~

~luv linz... xoxo~